? my god whether you like it or not at some point you have to wake up. The real world is always around you it isn't going anywhere. Why do you think you are depressed? Bcuz you do not live in a fantasy 24/7. You wake up in the rl world ever damn day. So accept it, get over it, and move on. If not you will be like this the rest of your life. Is that what you really want? Wake up it's time to grow up.
Growing up...I was never really wanting to when I was a kid...and I wish to just sleep forever...so I can control my fantasy
That was so irrelevant to what angel just said. And what do you mean "when you were a kid"? You obviously still are.
Pffft you control nothing bcuz if you really did you definitely wouldn't be depressed or acting like this. You lost control a long time ago. The fact you wish to stay at the mind of a kid is beyond me. Ask anyone they wish they was a kid again when things was simple but when they was a kid they wanted to be grown up. It's a back and forth cycle at some point you have to cross that line and be grown. Did you ever think that is probably the only thing stopping you from really having a gf? Woman don't want little boys.
Unless you're a little boy with a BIG COCK, then maybe the woman won't care. She'll probably just use you for that cock, but yeah.
You think you are not accepted bcuz you will not let yourself be accepted. That is on you. Tbh this is a waste of time like talking to a brick wall.