That's... Contradicting, OP.
I'm not going to make an aggravating comment, but really? You're not asking for sympathy or attention? Why make a big deal out of something so insignificant?
It's a little strange, not saying anything else... I mean, forums? D:
We all know that it's just drama. It'll eventually go away.
Again, please don't interpret this in the wrong way. I didn't mean it offensively, if that's even possible.