Ok I have returned as I see it's not sinking in through your ears to reach the grey matter. So I'll try and help you hamir once again.
You have made a vile distasteful comment to first my friend -Bec-, that truly is good hearted soul and than to IIXII or to catfish which ever you know her by ( I don't know her at all). With that being said making comments against ones family is bad enough, talking harm against the is worse but to wish great harm on a subject of a medical condition is cold unforgivable and down right cold hearted.
I have not yet hit you or done anything more than talk, however your repeated comments of not understanding what they want well maybe I will be able to explain,
1) stop speaking on the thread, the more you speak the worse it gets
2) stop apologizing as that dosent appear to be of help as you offended alot
3) take the farming as that will continue no matter what(as I was farmed myself for less) learn to deal with it
4) if you really want the farming to stop drop your stats to 0 / 0 and start over under a new name and rebuild your reputation and your player
5) try and understand you have done a deed that many will not forgive, all you can do it now try to rebuild yourself and dropping to 0 / 0 stats would show you care enough to start over.
Not that this will cancel your actions of the past but it may show that you acknowledge the wrongs you have committed.
These are just my thoughts on the matter what you chose to do defines you as a player and let's other see if they will ever be able to let you climb out of the mud hole you placed your self in.
Before you reply to this in a negative way think because I have no problem joining in on this but prefer to speak.
The ones that are attacking you, well you went beyond a game banter and took it to a personal level.
Quick shouts
-Bec-: love ya keep your head up
IIXII: don't know you but do as you need
Witchy: what up dear lady
The rest : keep it real