Ah! Alright. I gotta shower. I feel sticky. We had PE earlier Luckily we have half day classes. It's 12:23 pm.
You guys are so dirty minded JK! Just got back from the shower. I feel so fresh... an not sticky
Yes ma'am I am trying to clear my thoughts from dirtiness. I said...I am not dirty! I just have a very detailed imagination! There. Was that any clearer?
GOODIE. lol. I'm finished with my TTDOM. it's getting boring. I'm making another story and focusing on this beautiful story of yours.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I yell curse words in my pillow as I was practically ripping my hair out. This was so excruciating! First day of school and I already have enemies. I sigh and tie my hair up in a messy bun. I grab my laptop and open it up. 5 new friend requests How did they find me? Especially how did they even know I have a social account. I look at their names hesitantly and closed my laptop. Let's see how many people will come crawling and asking why I didn't accept their friendship. I hopped down the stairs and to the kitchen island. I was looking around the kitchen to see if there was anything different. "What are we having today?" I say casually. He looks at me with such fierce eyes, My legs tremble. "Chicken." He says sarcastically. I glare at him and he smirks at me. I grab the newly made warm salmon and stared at it for a few minutes. "Interesting. Now we were saying?" I shoot those words out like sharp daggers piercing through your skin. He looks at me with those same eyes. "High School is rough. And I know you need to let out steam, but if you ever miss anymore schedule, I won't hesitate to slaughter your head off." He says coldly. I feel the mood in this dinner. I would've wanted to excuse myself, but sadly, I can't. I pick on my salmon, poking it here and there while I look at my toes. How can this conversation get any awkward? I sigh and look up to see my dad glaring at me with such disgust. "Eat your dinner." He says. I've had enough of all this yelling for one day. "I don't want to! What are you gonna do? Chop my fingers and feed it to the dogs! Just BACK OFF!" I say and slam my fork on my plate, hard. I see a hint of smile forming on his lips. "You're excuse from this dinner." He says. I glare at him with such lifeless eyes that I immediately shot up and marched off to my room. Everything is so confusing lately! Everyone's been pissing me off little by little and I'm about to crack. I pounce on my bed and hug my giant teddy bear. I look at it with pure disdain. It's just a teddy bear and nothing more. I punched the teddy bear lightly and sigh. Can my life get anymore suffocating? I stand up and go into my little cabinet of pajamas. I decided to wear my silky pajamas for the time being because it felt so nice wearing it. I sigh and hesitate to open my laptop again. By the time I knew it, I had over 100 friend requests. My eyes dart down to every request I pass. Are you kidding me? I sigh and close my laptop. I toss it down, which wasn't a good idea because it bounces of to the floor. Crap! I glare at my laptop and cozy myself up into my blankets. A long nights rest is good for me. I sigh and shut my lamp off. Goodnight. I sat there, watching as my parents were risking their lives just to save me. I wanted to move. I wanted to help them. I wanted to yell and just grab a gun. I wanted to do something. But I couldn't. I stare, with such lifeless eyes, as my parents were fighting for me. Blood was everywhere. Even on me. I open my mouth and yet, no sound has come out. I was frightened. Not because I was watching my parents on the brink of dying. I was frightened because I didn't do anything to help. A man comes in. He had such a rough voice. Kneel! He would yell to my parents. They did as what they were told and what had happened next came in a flash. BANG BANG NO!! I yell out. Odd thing was, I had made no sound even when it was clearly audible to my hearing. Tears were making it's way down my naïve and childish face. I was blocking my ears while pulling on my ears. In my head, I repeatedly kept saying no. The man stepped forward and lowered his gun to my forehead. I lift my head up, my eyes showing such fright. Say goodbye to your life, Child. He says. Bang Bang I woke up with a start as I felt cold sweat traveling down near my ears. I look at my alarm clock. 2:47 I sigh and laid myself back down. I wipe the sweat off my forehead and the tears on my ears. I've had this nightmare several times before, Just not the part where the man shoots me. Somehow, It felt real. The way the gun rested on my forehead. Cold and hard. It was as if I felt it in real life while I was asleep. Something's wrong.