Short update. .-. I'm feeling so bad Em. I'm sorry. ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ ㅡZarina's POVㅡ W-what was that? Who was that? N-no... William, maybe? God! I break down and tears starts to fall. I realise that Mr. Chan stood there glaring at me. I look at him with malicious eyes, "What?! ARE YOU GOING TO SAY I AM SO ******* WEAK, AGAIN?! WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!" I scream at him as I take in the pain. But the most unexpected thing happens. He became a real father to me. He comes to me with a worried look on his face. He hugs me tightly and comforts me. This feeling. Like my real father and I. "I'm sorry, honey. Compose yourself." His voice starting to raise. I regain a bit confidence and listen to him, "How...?" "Be free from your worries! Don't be weak. If you really want revenge, you have to stand strong! I did not raise you to be weak!" He says as he stands up and begins to walk around. I listen to him all throughout the night. At four in the morning we were at the gym. Weird, isn't it? But it was refreshing. It was... great. William... If it really was you. This feelings of mine... I will set aside. I dare not to be hurt. Never again. Never.
Um I'm pretty busy so sorry for the late update and I'm writing a little thing about my feelings....Woo. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I was back at home at 5, knowing I'll have 2 hours of sleep left. I decided to take a quick shower, letting the water take me in. It felt nice to take a shower in the night. I change to my pajamas and walk out. I sigh and crawl back into my bed and cozily snuggle into my pillow. William. I'm doubtful that was him, but it was obvious enough. I shouldn't have fell for him! I shake my head and close my eyes. "Zarina.." A voice spoked softly. It was warming and lovely. It was like the voice of an angel. I turn my head and see William, smiling warmly down at me. I smile back at him and take off, hoping to meet his arms. It came all in a flash, he twirled me around and placed a katana on my neck. I look up to William slowly to see him with a mask on. I was horrified, trying to think how to get out of it. Tears were coming down. "Until next time, Love." He says. Just like that, he was gone like the wind. I fell to my knees as those words kept echoing through my mind. I slowly curl up into a ball and rock myself back and forth, whimpering quietly to my self. And I watched as he was walking away. I had to do something. If that was really William, why did he do that? I ran after him. In all I got, I HAD to run after him. "William!! Wait!! Stop! I need to ask you why!!" I yell at the top of my lungs as I trip over my feet. I feel down, in tears. I was crying out loud like a fool. WILLIAM!! I wake up with a start with tears in my eyes. What is wrong with me? I feel so weak. I look over my alarm clock to see it was 7:12. I wipe my tears and step out of bed, feeling the fuzziness of the carpet on my toes. I stand up and stretched. My body was stiff. I step lightly to the bathroom and stare at myself. I took a shower at night so I should just not wet my hair. It takes about 10 minutes to finish showering. I search through my closet and spot my black uniform dress. I should pair it with some heels. I quickly put the dress on with some matching cardigan, not bothering to buttoning it, and grab my heels. I walk down barefooted to the kitchen to see my dad drinking coffee. I gave him a reassuring nod and put my heels on. As I arrive at school, I see Carson. I decide to strut over to him and smile. "Hi Carson." I say. He looks at lost for words and I smirk. Stupid boy.
??????'s POV I don't know why Zarina was stuck in my mind, but I would not let her take over my mind. I slowly moved out of my position of a one handed handstand and got back on my feet as I stretched my arm, three hours on one hand can do that to you. I proceded to putting back on my shirt and slinging my backpack over one shoulder. It was time for school. As I walked through the double doors I thought about how Jonathon was most likely onto me, I hadn't been descreet enough when I lied on my report, but then agian he could do nothing since I was his boss' best friend. I have to stay alert, no matter what. Jonathon isn't above "accidents". While I am thinking I see Zarina walking towards me wearing her high heels with a black dress, she pulled it off perfectly, I still found it hard to beleive that a girl as pretty as her was so strong, but Chan most likely planned on that. Ontop of that I now I have to go back to my lovesick dumb dog act. "Hi Carson!" she said as she walked up to me smiling.
Zarina's POV I smile at him as I stare into his eyes. But how come guilt is crawling over my skin? William. Why am I even thinking of him? I walk the hallways of St. Catherine Academy with one of the hottest guy in that school. It's such a cliché. Ugh. High school is definitely... just... weird for me. Well I love it, yet I hate the drama. As I see William from afar, I couldn't help but make him jealous. My hands intertwined with Carson's hand as I feel his soft cold touch. He looks at me in curiosity and I smile at him saying it's okay. We passed by William and I glare at him, it was a soft glare, I couldn't hold on to the REAL glares I've been giving Mr. Chan. God, I love you William. I really do. I could fell my tears wanting to burst out. Just remembering about yesterday. Awful. Was that really him? As I look into his eyes earlier, it was so sincere, so sad. I miss him... so much. ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ William's POV I've been feeling down a lot lately. Is it because Zarina hasn't been talking to me? I walk to my locker with a sad, depressed face. I didn't want to smile for some reason. I open my locker and shove my head in. What I did was wrong. I WANT HER. I feel so stupid ever since she came into my life. I touch my lips, still feeling her soft kiss. I need her. I really do. I close my locker, leaned on it and sigh. I see her walking with Carson. Our eyes met and her fingers intertwined with his. PANG! Pain. I feel something torturing my heart. I've never felt this way. I never thought I'd feel this way. She passes by me and glares at me. How I wanted to steal her away at that moment. But I'm a coward. A stupid coward.
Carson's POV It is time to make my move, I will have to resort to acting. As I walk down the halls with Zarina talking with her I devised a plan. I would get her with a special tranq I made myself. I quietly slipped a pill into my mouth when she wasn't looking waiting to crush it. Suddenly I fall foreward to the floor and close my eyes, I had stuck a harmless dart in the back of my neck earlier inorderto make it look even more real. I relax and use my other senses to figure out what was going on, when I know she has turned around looking for the "attacker" I crunched the pill and throw a suriken that sticks itself into her backpack She turnes around but by now it's too late, a special gas seeps from the suriken and knocks her out cold. Before I can pull her away and put back on my clothes William walks into the hallway and immediatly passes out. It is a good thing I have a strong immunity and the pill helps a lot, I made my entire armoury and weaponary myself, including the pill and the gas. I put on my midnight black clothes and pull up the cloth-mask that serves as an identity protection, gas mask, and communications/a radio I sling both of them over my shoulders and run to an abandoned neighborhood. It is surprising what you can get away with by running on roofs. I tie William and Zarina up in a rope strong enough to even hold back Zarina, or atleast Chan, I am banking on the hope that she was weaker than him and not as ingenuios. Just as I finish tying them up and am about to leave the dark room thinking I have atleast another half hour until one of them wake up I hear Zarina groan and ask "Where am I?". I immediatly make sure my mask is inplace as I put on my William voice knowing she would see William knocked out next to her and I say "Mornin love!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Usually Emily would update before me but she isn't feeling well and told us to go ahead, we are all hoping she gets better soon and you should too!