July 5th I woke up to a beautiful day, with puddles cuddling into my side and the bird chirping, and I was incredibly happy. I went downstairs with puddles in tow and made some blueberry pancakes. I called for Drew and he came out of his room instantly, kissed me on the head and plopped a spot at the kitchen table. I smiled "Oh so is this a thing now?" I looked at him. "Whatcha mean?" He smiled back at me. "Well... This" I motioned to everything around me. "Us, I mean are we a thing?" "Well if you want there to be a 'thing' then there can be a thing." He smirked "Okay let's stop saying 'thing' and just cut to the chase. Ha ha, are we like together or not?" I looked at him expectantly. "Well after last night I'd really like us to be together..." He played with the corner of his napkin looking down at it. I smiled wide. "Aww really?" "Well of course I mean you're everything a guy could want, need. I mean jeez you make me pancakes." He laughed and took a big bite of the plate in front of him. I sat down across from him and ate my pancakes with a smile. For the next couple of weeks we had the same routine, wake up, have breakfast, cuddle watching TV, kiss, go out to lunch, go to the beach, kiss, come home, kiss, have dinner, kiss and then slowly fall asleep. ~~ July 16th Drew and I had gotten serious, like "Facebook Official". We talked about a lot of serious things, like our future, family, and just ourselves. I had learned a lot about Drew that had totally changed my perspective of him and his life. Like how when he was little his father would beat him till he was black and blue, and how his mother would verbally abuse him every single day, how he thought he was never good enough, and how he was absolutely terrified of love. "Macie?" Drew looked at me. I turned and looked back at him with a smile. "Yeah?" "I love you." He looked at me with a straight face, right into my eyes. "Drew. I love you too... But when you say that I really want you to mean it." I scooted towards him. He wrapped his arm around me. "I really do mean it I swear, I love you. I love everything about you." I smiled. "Well I love you too Drew, every single thing." I kissed him... But I knew in the back of my mind... I was lying to him and myself. He was a great guy... But I didn't love him, I hadn't "Loved" anyone before.. I just hoped he couldn't tell.
So guys, if you want to see anything more just let me know! If there's any tips you have just tell me I'd love to have your input
️️WARNING️️ ‼️This Submission May Not Be Suitable For All Ages.?‼️ July 17th "Macie, Macie wake up." I was being shaken awake and slowly opened my eyes. "Whaaaat?!" I half yelled it groggily. I opened my eyes to see Drew's face with the biggest smile I've ever seen. "Macie guess what?" He was giggling like a little kid. I looked at him with no amusement. "What." "Guess who just got tickets to Rickety Bridge?!" He stood up and smiled again. I shot up. "Omg seriously?! Those are so hard to get in the summer!" He laughed "Well someone's awake." He sat down next to me and showed me the tickets. "When are they for?" I looked up at him. "Um well today... That's why I just woke you up at 4AM." He squinted at me with the guiltiest face I've ever seen. "4AM?! Seriously?! Drew come on it's too early." I laid back down and put the pillow over my head as he tried to pull me back up. "Macie I will seriously dress you myself." He laughed and tickled me. I laughed under the pillow. "Drew! Stoop! Ha ha" I turned over and put the pillow back under my head. "Now get up cutie." He kissed my forehead and left my room. I got up and put on my crop top and shorts then pulled on some converse, did my makeup and brushed my hair. We got in the car and headed to Rickety Bridge Amusement Park. We got there and spent the whole day riding rides, eating food that could cause a small heart attack and enjoying everything they had to offer. We finally left around 11PM and I fell asleep in the car on the way home. Drew carried me into the house and laid me in my bed. I woke up as he laid me down and looked up at him. He leaned in to kiss me and I kissed back gently holding his face. We kissed more and more until he was climbing onto my bed. He grabbed at my shirt and I pulled back. "Drew... I... I can't." I looked at him scared. "But Macie. We love each other. What's holding you back?" He kissed my neck. "Drew I've never done this before, I just can't." I got up out of my bed. "Macie come on. I've been waiting for this, I've given you time." He sat up, angry. "Drew it hasn't even been a month yet?!" I turned around at looked at him. "So?! This is probably the longest I've ever waited!" He got up and paced on the other side of the bed. "Oh wow sorry I'm not one of those preppy little girls who gives it up on the first date!" I started crying. "Macie? Wha- why are you crying?!" Drew walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Why the hell do you think I am?!" I pushed him away and turned towards the window. "Jesus Macie I've tried but I'm done. You're just some stuck up little brat. Have a nice life." He stormed out of my room, out of the house. Slamming every door he came to as I sat on my bed in my room, crying.