Ikr, but I guess since they love each other so much update! Jason's POV: I walked over to Rachel, my fingers shaking. I tried to distract her and keep her away from THE subject, mission failed. "what was that pink smudge on your face yesterday?" she asked curiously. We "argued" back and forth about what it was, I didn't want to say it. She got closer to me, gazing in my eyes with a dazed look. "Jason...please tell me. I wanna know. I'm your friend you can tell me anything...please." her sweet innocent voice asked. That struck me like thunder, I had to tell her. She needs to know, so she can atleast trust me to tell the truth. I told her everything like the idiot I am. I should've left out the part with my arm being around Stacey...I didn't expect it, it just happened. After I said it all though I must admit I was indeed relieved. Rachel looked down, I became a bit frightened, she seemed dark and deadly, like a poison was rising in the air, about to suffocate me. She twitched, oh god she's pissed. What should I do? "oh...alright, I just wanted to know..." her voice said, awkward and flat. I knew it was one of those moments when she acts like she's fine when she's not. She started walking, I had to stop her. "Rachel.." I called reassuringly, she slowly turned around, making my heart cave in with caution. I walked over to her and put my hands on her upper arms. "I don't think I want to be touched." her voice said sharply annoyed. "Rachel I'm sorry..." I said with sorrow, she walked off and I pulled her back. "Rachel!" i exclaimed, she pushed me off and started to walk more, only to be pulled back again by me. She whirled around with fury and slapped my arm off her. "Jason stop!" she spat, I understood she was mad but we needed to talk. "no!" "You know what? Why don't you just go back to Stacey?!" she said having an irritated sarcastic laugh. "Rachel." I said as calm as I could, she was against the lockers, I tried to caress her face. "stop touching me." she said upset. "Rachel just-" "leave me alone." "stop, listen." She cut me off with a frustrated sigh and rolled her eyes. "stop that, listen to me." "what?! What do you want?!" she asked with rage. "Rachel I didn't ask for that to happen alright? But it did! I tried to stop it-" "you tried to stop it by putting your arm around her?!" she said disgusted. "that wasn't on purpose!" I said in defense "ohhh okay so that makes everything better! It's just so perfectly fine!" "oh my god I didn't ask for it to happen!" "yeah right." she said doubtful and hurt. I knew she wouldn't listen. I tried to explain to her how much more she means to me. Once again it was rejected. "yeah well you sure showed that with Stacey!" she retorted. We fought and argued more and more, it hurt me inside. I loved this girl, why are we fighting? "why don't you go to her?" she said "Rachel listen to me!" "nah you'll only go to Stacey for such stuff-" "say her name one more time, I swear. Okay look it happened! I'm sorry! There is nothing I can do about that! I can't go back and change that! I can't rewind and do it over! I would sell my soul to the devil to re-do that whole thing but I can't! It's over! There is absolutely nothing I can do for that! Don't you understand?!" I blurted out of anger and frustration, she stared a bit scared and hurt. I didn't even know what was wrong with me. She's hurt by me, I love her, I never meant to hurt her. "Jason..." she called softly, I caressed her face, Please don't cry.
Continued: Rachel I am so sorry. You need to know how much I care about you though. Because right now you have no idea. No idea. I swear...you mean too much to me, no other girl Rachel...I've never felt like this with Any other girl. You're special, I would choose you over anyone any day." I confessed softly, I was too scared to say I loved her...I felt like it should wait. "i don't know what to believe.." she shook her head. I took her hands in mine. "please...believe me." I begged, I kissed her cheek slowly, and more while our hands rose up and I placed hers against the lockers. I kissed her cheek for the fourth time. Soft and passionate. I went to her face and gazed in her hazel eyes. I wanted to see if she liked it, when I kissed her. Then I leaned in further, not sure why I was about to do this but the closer I got to her soft pink faded lips the more I wanted to. I was just about to kiss her when her hands stopped me by holding my face in place. "J-jason stop!" she said with a high voice. "just a little Rachel.." I whispered, she layed her back flat against the lockers. "i'm scared." she squealed, I gazed at her. I didn't want her to be, what was she scared of? I tried to relax her, I brung her closer to me by putting my arms around her. "shhh don't be scared Rachel..." I said gently, we were face to face. "Jason..." she said still frightened. I put my lips on the side of her face, whispering and sliding my lips against her at the same time. "I'm not going to do anything." I reassured her while picking up her hands, "just let me..." I started but stopped as I focused on slipping her hands up my shirt. I stared at her, she looked cautious. "Jason we're in a hallway." she stated "I don't care. If we get caught I'll take all of the blame, I'd do anything for you Rachel ." I confessed dearly. "jay.." she said softly, her body was against the lockers, I slid her hands further up my shirt. She looked down nervously but I kept my gaze on her. She traced my chest with her fingers and patrolled her hands up and down, causing my heart to accelerate with passion. I started to kiss her cheek gently, guiding my lips against her smooth face. I forgot we were in a hallway, I forgot me and Rachel were friends at the time, everything was flooded out by what I felt for her. I gave her one more side kiss then I looked in her eyes. I was in love, I was desperate for her, I was so dazed and delusional, I held her face with my hands on each side, I moved in closer for our lips to meet. She stopped me again. "Jason.." she said, I pulled her head in closer, us an inch away. "come on baby...that kiss..." I said gently, i'm not sure why I called her baby. Then again, I'm delusional and she gives me impulses. "w-wait" she stammered. "I don't want you to mind." I calmed her, she blushed. "I-I don't, it'd feel good but..." she trailed off. "you're sweet pink lips....I can't resist it princess..." I whispered, we stayed there, I would die if I didn't kiss her. Well I did feel struck with a bullet when we didn't kiss. She turned her head down. I went back to kissing her cheek gracefully, her hands stayed on my chest with pleasure. Something told me she liked it... I went down inhaling her perfume deeply with my nose tracing her neck. I caressed her neck with my lips, softly kissing her yet sharply. I guarded her affectionatly with my hands on her waist. She mummured lightly with satisfactory and I kissed her deeper, falling harder and faster in love in a school hallway. Our hands on each other, the way it felt to kiss her freely with her approval. I whispered in her ear that I wanted her...so badly. She bit her lip, I lightly nudged her with my fingers to face me. She nodded to my question of her feelings toward me. After massaging my chest, she pulled me closer to her, her eyes were blazing with fascination, I couldn't deny how sexy I thought she was. She took her hands from under my shirt and hung them on my collar like Stacey did the other day...ha, only a thousand times better than she ever could. Stacey never could give me the affect Rachel does. It felt so right, her fierce hunger for my attention dragged me in more. I Love Rachel so badly, I must admit I am obssessed.
Ohh I just switched POVs, some people think I post the same thing and don't read the next POV so I add in what I call "deleted scenes" in different POVs so people are like "woah when did this happen?!" XD
Continued: I held her hips and kissed her neck deeply (not enough to leave a mark, I didn't want to do such thing), I heard the lockers click as her body pressed against it. Her sqeals were softer and filled with pleasure. I mummured a bit as well, kissing her softly, Hearing her exhale. I didn't want to freak her out but I already knew I was all over her. I felt so untamable. The heels of a teacher were clicking. I could hear the noise increase, Rachel shifted back yet I kept her next to me. I could tell she was nervous. The noise left, my eyes were glazed and set on her. She was trying to hide her slight amount of fright. "we should probably stop..." she said gently. I felt horrible, I backed up. "I'm sorry." I said dissappointed in myself and dissatisfied. She looked at me with sympathy. "jay what's wrong?" she asked, I shook my head and walked a few steps off. "I didn't mean to be all over you, and now I'm insanely wild. I feel like a monster, I was supposed to treat you better. I'm horrible." I blurted upset. She walked over to me and hugged me, I held her tight with shock. "hey..monsters turn me on." she smiled, I blushed hard. "R-really?" I stuttered, wow she's epic, and very sweet. "yeah, and jay don't say that, you're amazing. I really care for you, a lot....however that was no reason to get jealous, I'm sorry." she pulled away. Is she serious? I love her jealousy, I feel special if she's jealous! That means i'm important to her..what if she likes me?! Oh my god. "nooo don't be...it's sexy when you're jealous..." I blushed hugging her from behind. "really?" she smiled turning around. "only you could pull it off princess..." I teased. "aww jay.." she started, I caressed her face gently and shook my head. It was crazy how we were. She looked down for a few seconds then looked at me. "I love...." she started...come on say it sweetheart. "the way that feels.." she continued, my heart shook a bit. "Jason I wish you could just..." she trailed off. I wanted to know what she really wanted to say. "could just what?" I asked "I can't say it, nevermind.." she said. I pulled her closer when she attemped to back up. I repeatedly tried to get it out of her but she couldn't. "hey...tell me." I ordered softly, she stared at me then buried her face in my chest troubled. I held her in my arms. "you don't have to now princess...but I would like to know...do you need a ride home?" I asked stroking her tenderly. She mumbled something.....I swear she said "yeah but honestly I need you..." ....wait...she DID say that! I looked at her lovestruck, she blushed and opened her mouth in a hint of denial but I heard it. "we should go..a teacher might come back again...I don't, I don't wanna.." she said shaking her head. "I won't let you get in trouble, remember?" I reassured. "Jason..." she called, I went in kissing her cheek more, ignoring her concern. I wouldn't let anything happen to her. After caressing her face she turned her head and I kissed her neck gentle and slow, bringing her in closer. "mmh" she squealed, she put her fingers slightly up my shirt and ran the across my abs. I giggled...wait no I laughed because I'm a man. Haha it tickled a bit and I pulled away laughing at the whole situation. She stared at me like I was high and shook her head and started to walk somewhere. I pulled her back into me, holding her gently. "stay in my arms." I said quietly and took her hands in mine, kissing them. She snuggled against me, i smiled. "maybe we should go somewhere...less public..." she suggested.
Continued you nervous?" I teased her and kissed her ear softly. "jay..." she blushed. "want me to take you home?" I offered, she bit her lip and gazed at me. "yeah." "alright let's go." I said to her sweetly, I can't help it, I wanna be her boyfriend. I kept her close to me with my arms around her, holding her hand. She looked flustered and got next to me. Jeez we're not even dating and I probably kissed her like 20 times already. Not on the lips though, I think that's what would seal the deal. I climbed into the car with Rachel and put both of our seatbelts on. After she told Adam (who was driving us) where she lived he started the car and we drove off. She mummured my name and curled up next to me and I tended to her need of attention by caressing her. She seemed happy next to me, she leaned in and kissed my cheek. I blushed overly hard due to that. I didn't think she would but maybe she's showing her appreciation. "I-I'm sorry." she said embarrassed, I pulled her in carefully. "noo noo don't be...I love it." I confessed still blushing, I looked away. "those soft sexy lips, I'd kiss you all day." I muttered, not expecting her to hear, unfortunately she did. She raised her eyebrows with a fascinated look. "I would have no problem with that." she smiled, I whipped my head to look at her shocked. I smiled and went in closer to her, she got closer to me nuzzling me, I kissed her cheek with graditude. I did it about two more tines before Adams voice broke through. "woahh there." he teased, She looked up along with me, we pulled away slightly. "soo what are you going to wear to sophie's party?" Rachel asked me, I thought about it. Honestly I don't know what I'm going to wear. I don't want something too mainstream, I want it to be cool though. Ehh I'll think about it later. I asked what she's was going to wear but apparently she can't tell me. But I wanna know!! "please?.." I kissed her cheek, she got against my chest. "nooo" she smiled, "come on...tell me..." I kissed her cheek again, we got closer and I became more affectionate. I was trying to tease her, innocently, to get her to tell me. I started taunting her more with kisses, I could tell she was into it. "jay..." she exhaled faintly. I gazed at her lovingly. "baby.." I called softly, kissing her cheek more with passion, she squealed and we hit the backseat. Her hands stayed on my chest, I mummured a bit and I heard her call my name lightly. I knew Adam was getting fascination out of this. Sadly she caught on to my plan. "jassoonnn oh my god you are such a tease! You're...blahh!" she said "how? I just wanted to know what you were going to wear." I said sweetly, taunting her more. "lier." she blushed, and gazed at me with deceived eyes. I could tell she felt tricked. "aww I am not!" I snuggled against her innocently. "jay!" "I just asked you a question jeez!" "ohhh okay, so i guess the calling me baby part and kissing my cheek totally didn't happen huh?" she glared lightly, I blushed. "that was...just...stuff." I pulled her against my chest and whispered, "you're just that much of a special friend." I kissed her cheek seductively, relaxing her. She became more fascinated with it. "ohhh so guy friends kiss their girl SPACE friends on the cheek....more than once? Or call them baby?" she taunted. I got closer, each word from my lips dancing on her cheek with clever. "well now, you didn't seem to have a problem when I did huh? Even more, you kissed ME on the cheek as well. Don't think I didn't feel those lips princess." i retorted "wh-whatever!" she looked away, I kissed her cheek nice and slow. "so you did like that eh?" I teased her more, gliding my lips across the smooth skin of her face. I held her as she tried to pull back a bit, she squealed. I lightly went a bit lower on her face, almost to her neck, caressing her with my lips. She kept her hands firmly against my chest with passion. It startled me when I felt her neck vibrate due to her talking....well not exactly vibrate but the sound traveled and I...oh you know what I mean. "w-what?" she said nervously. I'm guessing she was talking to Adam. I lifted my head up from hearing Adam's reply. "dude.." I started. "you two must really be close friends huh?" he smirked
Anndd continued: we just...you know.." Rachel searched for words, I understood it was hard to explain. We never clarified anything we just do it... "I know what I saw and that was more than-" "shut up!" I said quickly, I knew he would make this awkward. "aww little Jason is embarrassed." he mocked. "ughh!!" I complained "aww jay you're cute when you're mad!" Rachel smiled, I blushed and pulled her closer to me again. "come here princess..." "eep.." she squealed softly, I held her while kissing her cheek, she exhaled with pleasure as I did it more then stopped. I gazed in her eyes and she started kissing my cheek, wow did that feel good. Her sweet lips brushed against my face and then drifted down to my neck for more affection. She touched my chest as I mummured with satisfactory, I loved the way she kissed me. Even though it wasn't on my lips it felt like a fantasy. I stroked her hair and let her kiss my neck, I was dazed and lovestruck. I couldn't help myself,so yeah the radio blasted, causing us to pull apart. It was E.T. ....oh my god why Adam? "seriously?!" I asked. "what? I can't play music?" he smiled, Rachel rolled her eyes and we were about to go back to each other but... "SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY, RIGHT GUYS!?!?" Adam interrupted. "oh my god." I sighed, Rachel layed against me and I kissed her cheek casually. Nothing special I just did it. "jason.." "I know i'm sorry, I should stop, I don't want you to.." I started, yeah cuz I kissed her like 32 times on The cheek and neck by now, I'm horrible. "jason it's fine.." "oh." I said No it wasn't. Anyways she tickled me and I laughed, she said my laugh was sexy but I said it wasn't as sexy as hers. "awww." she said, she looked around, "oh hey I'm almost home." Ugh. I wrapped her in my arms, holding her tightly, never wanting to let go. "shh..god dont say that princess, I want you to stay with me..." I said softly, it was true. I loved her dearly. "aww Jason I'm sorry.." she gazed at me and snuggled my chest. "H-hey.." I started nervously, "before you go...can you massage my chest?...it hurts...or it feels numb." I faked, I realized how dumb that sounded. "...your chest feels numb?" she asked doubtful, I looked away with embarrasment. She smiled and giggled lightly. "alright jay you know I'd do it anyways." she said, I layed back goofily and she put her hands up my shirt and starting rubbing my chest, sliding her hands smoothly and carefully. It felt so pleasurable, I caressed her face and hair, looking at her with amazement of her softness, she was so sweet and delicate. She eased to me stroking her, and she blinked her hazel eyes at me adoringly. "I wish you could sit in my lap...I'd hold you and kiss you...I don't mean to overwhelm you or be all over you, I'm sorry. It's just...you're special to me Rachel." I confessed, softly playing with her hair and carefully nuzzling her. She blushed at me and gazed with a strange emotion. What was she feeling? "I would if it weren't for the seatbelt, I have no problem with your arms around me and your lips against me." she charmed. "wait...but earlier...you stopped me from doing it." I pointed "Jason I was scared, it happened so fast...I wish I could've but.." I stared with anticipation while she shook her head, I unclipped her seatbelt. "but what?" I asked, she stared at me with her mouth slightly open but total silence. "do you want to try it again?" I asked, then I felt pushy, I should just stop, she's been through too much. But I love her, and I want this to happen...I don't know. She blinked her eyes at me with acceptance, I moved closer to her and she relaxed against the backseat. I traced my hand down her arm then stabled it next to her. The other hand I caressed her face with, stroking my thumb against her bottom lip and leaning in to kiss her. Just as I was about to the car came to a stop and she turned her head with a light gasp. "sorry I gotta go.." she said fainted, I held her close and kissed her cheek. "please don't..." I whispered, she shook her head.
Last one of this: "Jason I'm sorry.." she bit her lip and I let her go. I felt spikes seeping into my heart, I gazed at her when she got out. "bye Rachel." I said cold and lonely, she looked astonished and I could tell she changed her mood. "bye.." she whispered and closed the door, she backed up slightly, looking down and turned around walking to the doorstep. Her head hung, I stared out the window desperately as the car started driving but she never turned around. I knew she was upset, I didn't want to shut her out but I wanted her to stay and I wanted to kiss her. I hope she's okay, I love her. I need her to be happy. "what...what happened?" Adam asked, I thought for a second. "...even if I do know...I could never explain it." I replied, and stared out the window with gloomy dark eyes.