Update!!! I must day writing this gets my heart racing cuz im thinkin bout jason all day alright this one is interesting so keep up loves! Rachel's POV: Well two weeks passed by, I didn't see jason last Friday though, it's almost Halloween, One of my favorite celebrations for many reasons. Anyways It was before school and i decided to hang out somewhere, then Jason came up to me. We decided To go somewhere isolated and less noisy. "hey." I said glad to see him "hi princess..I missed you." he said, "I missed you too jay." (what I call him at random times) He hugged me and I hugged him back. Over those two weeks we got closer obviously but you know, nothing really happened. "where were you Friday?" I asked "I was kind of...sick." he said, then he smiled, "hey um...I got you something." "what is it?" I questioned surprised, what could he have got me? "close your eyes princess." he said softly, I closed my eyes. He got behind me, I could tell because his body was against me. I felt something lay on the top of my chest lightly. "wha?.." I asked "hold on..." Jason said....."alright now open." I opened my eyes, and looked down at a silver necklace with an "R" being the main subject. On the diamond-covered "R" was a crown along with wings. It was so beautiful, I loved it alot. "aww Jason I love it! My old one wasn't as cool as this." I said smiling. "really? You like it? I have another one for you that I'll give you later.." Jason said. I blushed, another one? He doesn't have to. He's so sweet and I really like him. I wanna say love honestly... The bell rang, I looked at Jason as he looked at me. "see you in English Jay." I said hugging Jason. "you too princess.." he hugged me tight causing me to blush. We walked off and when he wasn't in my sight I smiled and giggled while thinking about him....he's too amazing. We didn't really talk much today cuz class was so busy in both English and science, i didn't see Him during 7th period and I doubted he was staying after school. But I wanted to see what he was going to give me...guess he forgot. Oh well... After school I finished up learning more French, So exhausting. I started to walk to the entrance and I forgot to call my mom, I said I'd be done at a certain time but I was done way earlier. It was so cloudy I thought it would rain. I was so bored and looked around, not many people were there. I walked outside to the pick up place and found a wall to stand by. Suddenly I heard voices "any more things to load?" "ehh maybe a few, you want the keyboard?" that voice... "yeah man, you take the guitars, Adam has his sticks." "alright I got my guitar, find the others." the voice got closer, then I saw who it belonged to. Black skinnys guys wear, checkered vans, a plaid grayish white shirt, a silver studded belt, and signature black hair..jagged in the back and long bangs in the front. Oh my Jason stood there looking gorgeous as usual, I blushed looking down playing with my hair, putting one foot against the wall. He looked at me surprised and slowed his pace while walking toward me. He had an acoustic guitar with him and I could feel myself with the butterflies, although they weren't as spunky as usual with this cloudy sky. "hi" I said half dull half gentle, he flashed a soft smile for light reassurance due to my behavior. "hey" he responded casually. I gave him a smile and sat down against the wall. "what's wrong princess?" his deep voice soothed my ears. "what? No I'm fine I'm just stressed and tired...I don't even know why..." I confessed. It was all true anyways. Jason sat down next to me. "hmm I hate to see such a gorgeous girl so down." Jason said, causing me to blush. "maybe it's the clouds..." I said, I thought I saw a few rain drops fall. "mmh." Jason said in meaning of understanding. He pulled something out of His pocket and put his hands next to my neck as if he were putting a necklace on me. Sure enough when I looked down I saw a necklace on me with the words "Princess" in cursive. I blush and looked at Jason. "you didn't think I'd forget to give a princess her jewlry huh?" he smiled "Jason it's beautiful. I really love it." It glistened on me with pride, I looked up at him. "you deserve it, as gorgeous as you are." he said gazing at me with those emerald green eyes that i fall in love with. It started to rain. "blahhh." I said dissatisfied with the rain. "wanna sit in my lap?" he asked, I nodded, Course I did! I like him soo much! I crawled into his lap. Something tells me he was cautious. "my moms not picking me up til 15 minutes" I reassured, he knows about how my parents could possible be if they saw me in a guys lap. "oh okay.." he said and pulled me gently closer to him. I sighed, and he looked at me with a strange look and a strange smile...it seemed like he had an idea. He put his arm around me and put his guitar in his arms and pulled out a pick. He played a few notes and then stared at me. I blushed. Then he did a soft smile and started playing a familiar song and started to sing. "take a photograph, it'll be the last. Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here. I don't have a past I just have a chance. Not a family or honest plea remains to say.. Rain rain go away, come again another day, all the world is waiting for the sun..." Of course, it was "Rain" by breaking Benjamin, I loved that song and that band. And jason's voice was so soothing I layed my head on his chest. He played guitar and finished that first part when it became instrumental, we gazed at each other with passion. He kissed my forehead causing me to blush.. " Is it you I want? or just the notion of.. a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around? Safe to say from here, You're getting closer now, We are never sad 'cause we are not allowed to be..." I realized two other guys with rock band equipment were standing around kinda peeking at us and smiling, I blushed but went back to Jason and I. This time I joined in. "Rain Rain, go away, Come again another day All the world is waiting for the sun. Rain rain go away, come again another day, all the world is waiting for the sun. To lie here under you, is all that I could ever do, to lie here under you is all (x2) (chorus again)-just hear the song-" He ended the guitar, and the rain eased up...almost toward stopping. I looked at Jason as he looked at me and smiled. "you have a beautiful voice." he said "you're amazing at guitar." I blushed, "and you have a nice voice." He wrapped his arms around me and I hugged him as well, laying my head on his chest face down. "jasooonnn you're so warm." I said through his shirt followed by a muffled giggle. "aww princess." he said stroking me, I bit my lip. "Jason your....chest is really big." I blurted, I know, what the heck? He blushed "ummm...I...uhh.." "I'm sorry I'm not saying your fat! I'm saying you're so snuggly and stuff with that chest of yours...." I trailed off blushing harder and turned away, he pulled me back and made me face him by gently nudging me with two of his fingers, I blushed. He laughed "thanks princess." I pushed him back playfully and giggled while getting out of his lap. "hey!" he smiled "blahh!" I said sticking out my tongue, we laughed as the rain stopped. "Yo Jason, you gonna load the car now?" Adam asked as Oliver covered his mouth smiling. "uh yeah, get the last guitar I'll go put mine up." he said, his deep voice...so attractive. "alright." Adam responded and disappeared to the door with Oliver. "those were my friends" Jason said turning to me, "Oliver is a sophmore like us and adam is a senior." "oh cool," I smiled "wanna come with me to go put this up? You can see my car." he said tempting me "yeah sure." I said happily and got up along with Jason. I left my bag there cuz I knew no one was coming yet. I walked with Jason in the parking lot to his car. "hey could you hold my guitar?" he asked, I blushed. "sure.." I said shyly I took his guitar. We approached a black car, don't know what kind it was but it looked nice, decent. I liked it, it was so sleek and it looked like it went kinda fast. "I like your car." I said softly "huh? Oh thanks it's not all that amazing." he flashed a smile. I looked at his guitar. "hey can you put that in the trunk over there?" Jason said standing infront of his car going to the drivers seat. "uh sure." I smiled and went to the trunk. I put the guitar in but froze..If he was getting more guitars would he want me to close the trunk? I decided to ask. "Hey jay.." I said walking over to the drivers seat, "do you want me to just-EEP!" I squealed. I couldn't believe what I saw...
LOL DEAD BODY! Oh god never... Update peoplez! Rachels POV continued: Jason was...shirtless?!? I blushed so hard, he stood up staring at me a bit shocked as well. "u-u-uh.." I stammered, he looked off and walked a bit toward me. "hey can you uhh reach in my car and get me my dark green shirt?" he asked. "y-yeah.." I said still astonished. Why was his shirt off?! I reached in his car and looked for his shirt. He had several shirts just kind of thrown around, Including the one he took off (which became my favorite for some reason, it looked cool on him) I grabbed his dark green shirt and rose up from the car shutting the door. Jason was right there in my face. My face heated up and I knew I turned a light shade of red (which is unusual for me). "wow..you must be really nervous, you're awfully red.." Jason said caressing my face, I couldn't breathe by how close he was. I gazed in his gorgeous green eyes then I looked down. "you alright?" he asked stroking my face more with his thumb. I opened my mouth but I was tongue-tied, I had no idea what to say. "do you need a hug?" he laughed. "j-jaso-" I started, he interrupted by pulling me closer to him an wrapping his arms around me tightly. My head was buried in his bare chest along with my hands. OMG...his shirt is off...his shirt....is OFF and I cannot breathe. He's so close I'm gonna die! We pulled back a little bit after an eternity, I looked down and stared at his shirtless body,..I'm sorry I feel bad but he was shirtless! I had too! It's like my eyeballs were glued to his...glistening, sexy, rock hard abs....oh my god. "did you used to be in sports?" I asked like the idiot I am. "sports? Nah, not really me. I just decided to stay fit and not be out of shape so I worked out a bit over the years..." he smiled. I , still dazed, started touching his chest, feeling his abs with amazement. He was so fit "wow..those years have definetly been kind to you...." I said still examining his body with my fingers. He stared at me with a smug look. "would all girls do this if they'dve seen me shirtless?" Jason laughed, I however thought about it... "ughh..yes." I said disdainfully thinking of a bunch of girls touching Jason gracefully, all on him like he's Justin bieber. "why'd you say it like that?" he asked. "cuz..." I said biting my lip from a hint of frustration, "I don't wanna be like all those other girls...because I'm not like them..." It's true! I like guys but I don't wanna be in their space unless they like it. And I'm just not normal, I'm strange. "...wha? Rachel of course you're not! you're special. " Jason reassured me, his eyes gleaming at me. "I am?" I said raising my eyebrows hopefully. "yes, and if it makes you feel any better you're the 2nd girl who has seen me with my shirt off." Well honestly the "2nd" part kind of threw me off, I'm guessing his ex that he really loved...what did they do exactly? Ehh do I really wanna know? My eyes narrowed a bit while thinking about it. "the first one was my ex, and that was an accident, she sort of walked in and yeah." "uhh this one was an accident too..." I said flatly, he looked a bit shot down, I didn't mean to but I mean I... I don't know. "you act like she's got something on you..." he raised his eyebrows. I dropped my jaw. "uh no I just...I.." I was speechless, I felt embarrassed. I liked Jason I did feel a bit jealous, shut up. Oh my gosh I should probably leave, I shook my head ashamed then whirled around to start walking but he pulls me back close to him and wraps his arms around me. His eyes were blazing with a strange emotion, I hope he wasnt mad. "Rachel...I'm sorry" he said softly while holding my head, pulling in closer to him, he held me then with his arms around my weighst and gazed into my eyes passionately, I blushed. I loved such power he held It felt like he wanted me I guess. I wanted him. "Jason..." I said getting closer, I started to touch his chest again, he seemed so eased by it. I stroked his chest more gently and he blushed really hard, which made me blush hard too, I guess he really liked it. I did it more. He finally looked at me. "hmm..you really like me huh?" he smirked..I think...well he had a strange look on him. I froze and tried to think quick. "you're the one with your arms around me." I retorted, his arms were indeed around my waist. I backed away and looked over the roof of his car embarrassed. I did like him..a lot. I heard a light chuckle, he came up from behind me and put his hands on my stomach and got in my ear. "hey.." he said softly, something tells me...flirting "can't I show my somewhat physical appreciation to my princess?" I blushed from that, also from the fact that he ran his hands along the skin of my arms down to my hands to hold them, he had me kind of..locked in I guess. Holding my hands and being right behind me. I didn't mind at all. I turned my head to look in his eyes as he looked at me as well, he's so handsome I could lose it. he smiled and went in closer, drawing his nose up my neck softly, guess he was inhaling my scent again. He pulled me back against him with satisfaction. "mmh..." he mumbled, yeah he got a hint of my aroma. I close my eyes feeling his hands leave mine to return to my weigst, then I heard the heartstealing "smooch" of his lips against my cheek. He kissed my cheek which almost caused me to faint. I blushed so hard and I wanted to scream. He ran his hands back to mine again, putting them on the car. "Jason..." I whispered filled with affection, oh my god I can't..I can't breathe. "mmh, Rachel.." he said giving me another softly seductive kiss, this time on the upper part of my neck. In a few seconds I turned around facing him. His eyes were twinkling from his feed of my pleasure. I backed up against the car, I wasn't really scared, just nervous, anticipated, my heart beating faster and faster. I batted my eyelashes teasingly from him caressing my face with fascination. His face was 2 inches away from mine. I put my hands on his bare chest and he kissed my cheek more, slowly and softly, as if he couldn't get enough. "mhh.." I said lightly, so nervous and fragile from his kisses on my cheek, I gazed in his firey passionate eyes. "shh.." he whispered softly and kissed my cheek then my neck again, I bit my lip due to being so relaxed and anxious at the same time. I touched his chest more, shifting my hands along his ribs and stomach. We we're kinda..gettin physical there..haha just kidding. Well I mean he kissed my cheek and I touched his chest. We were so dazed at the moment. He tilted my head up after that last side kiss, then he stared in my eyes with such a strong emotion I could feel it accelerate my heart..wait no..it wasn't just that...we were getting closer. His hand on my face soothed me yet he was..about to kiss me!!!! I suddenly had my arms around his neck. I couldn't breathe but I tried to calm down! I was so overwhelmed! Closer and closer..almost...and n- "Hey Jas!- woaahh..." I heard Adams voice. Fudge are you serious?!?!! God. Me and Jason instantly looked at Adam, my face was pulsing along with my heart, I took my hands off Jason as he did me. We kind of acted like we were not just about to kiss. "should I come back late-" "no no, it's fine.." I said still having shockwaves in me from my situation, "I have to go soon anyways..." I blinked and looked at Jason, he was redder than i've ever seen him, but it started to ease a bit as Adam nodded. Jason blinked and curved his mouth from the expression "well..I guess this is it." I looked a bit unsure, I wanted to stay, I wanted him to kiss me. For gods sake Jason I love you. "Bye Jason..." I said sadly, he pulled me from my arm lightly as I started to walk. He hugged me, my head against his big warm chest, he stroked my head as if he never wanted to let go. "See you later princess..." he said softly with a bit of sorrow. We pulled away and I Did a second of caressing jason's face as a last goodbye. Then I walked back to get my stuff and get ready to leave. So if he planned on kissing me...he might have liked me. No I'm sure I'm not that amazing, he probably just got adreneline and felt the need to. Might not ever kiss me, just friends I guess. But I love him...and I can't stop that. And I won't.
Update ^_^ secrets? lol who knows? Rachel's POV: Still thinking about...him He's just so special...his heartstealing Emerald eyes, his black shadowy hair, his big warm chest with those abs (that I totally touched), and his strong smooth hands...oh my. I loved the way he holds me against him, and the way he relaxes me personally, and how he whispers softly to me, last but not least the way he slides his hands against my skin..his sweet touch.I wanna be HIS princess, I'm just waiting for the kiss usually im the princess who rescues herself because "prince charming" is usually a jerk that never really loves me. But this time I want him, i want him to love me. The question is, does he love me? Anyways It was lunchtime and a lot of people I knew we're talking about Sophie's Halloween party. When I Heard about it I was kind of excited to, and I wanted to go! I've never been to a Halloween party before, It sounds fun, and according to some kids, staceys house is big. 2 stories and a basement, I think that's cool. Me and her are friends I guess so she should invite me. Or so I thought. My friend was invited..I walked up to Sophie who was with Stacey...Stacey is okay I guess but I'm not fond of her to be honest. "hey." I said cautiously but with happiness "oh..hey." Sophie said regularly, but her face seemed to stay a bit flat and dull. "so I heard you were having a party right?" I asked nervously optimistic "oh yeahh..." she said, seeming evasive, "umm..." she stared down, Stacey stepped foreword with her grey blue eyes trying to hide flames of irritation from me, although I knew she looked a bit disgusted. "yeah there's probably too many people at that party anyways and i don't think you should go...well I mean it's probably best." she said, twirling her dark brown hair on her finger with more fire in her eyes. I was stricken. "soo...I'm not invited?" I asked shocked. How could she not Invite me? I thought we were friends.... "sorry Rachel..." sophie said walking off with Stacey who rolled her eyes looking at me with despise. I stood there, upset. I wanted to go though, Halloween Is one of the coolest celebrations. I felt so numb and cold for the rest of the day that I put on my purple jacket. I couldn't believe it, it would be a decent party, at least two or three full classes from this school Is going. That's like 60-90 people! I dont think there's alchohal or anything. Why can't I go? It was the end of the day and after dismissal I went to my locker to get something I forgot. I was still so frustrated about the party... I dropped my school stuff on the floor and opened my locker, I bent down to pick something up and I came up fast, hitting my head against the metal locker, I stumbled back with an "ow!" due to excruciating pain and my foot landed on an unstable book, causing my feet to slide and I fell backwards. My head smacked into the floor. "ouch..." I said wanted to cry, this day sucks. I just wanna be left alone and cry... I rolled face down and layed against the locker with helplessness. I heard footsteps but closed my eyes, I didn't care for anyone at the time I was in so much pain, mentally and physically. "Rachel?!" I heard a familar voice speak. If it's who I think it is... I looked up. Yeah. "are you okay?!" Jason asked concerned greatly, I stared at him upset and looked back down shaking my head laying up against the locker again wincing and shivering. He instantly dropped going to my side. "euh..rachel..." he said softly, I leaned against him with my pathetic self, shaking. He held me against him, I layed my head on his chest, and he stroked me sympatheticly. "what happened?" he questioned, I froze against him with my body aching and explained through a few words. He held me more, devastated that that happened to me. "i'm so sorry princess...you should go to the nurse.." he said reassuringly. I tried to move but I trembled and only crawled. He looks at me with horror. "shh don't move princess..." he said coming over to me. He strapped his arms around me and held me in his arms. "ill carry you sweetie..you shouldn't have to crawl." he said quietly. I blushed, he was so strong, well I was so weak. I looked at his cheek and noticed strange pinkness. "Jason...what's on your cheek?" I asked, his eyes went wide and he acted strange. "uh shh..just relax" He shut my locker with his side and said he'd come back for the rest later. Meanwhile he walked me over to the nurse. We actually passed a few people, including Stacey. Her jaw dropped and she clenched her fist as if she was angry. I felt bewildered, what did I do? Everyone else stared at us, Jason didn't look around at all, he just kept going to the nurse and checking up on me. "you alright there princess?" he asked, I kept my head against him. "as long as I'm in your arms." I whispered tiredly. Because in his arms, everything made sense. He smiled and entered the nurses door. I winced more, he gazed at me with concern, I blushed. "what are you here for?" the nurse asked. "Can you get her an ice pack? Also her ankle twisted slightly..." Jason said laying me down on a mat. "alright I'll check it out, anything else?" "well to me she seems a little warm.." Jason said staring at me, I looked at him cautiously.... "hmm, check her temperature.." said the nurse, giving Jason a thermometer. "don't worry I'm not doing this the old fashion way.." he teased, my eyes went wide. "I hope not!" I said backing up on the mat. He laughed and sat by me, he layed me down again and pulled out the thermometer thingy and gazed at me caressing my face. "alright now open princess, gotta make sure you're alright..." he smiled, I blushed harder, he got closer, leaning over me. My face heated up, I opened my mouth and he slid the thermometer in gently under my tongue. I blushed even more with my heart racing... "99.5?... .7? .8? Oh my, Rachel.." he said stroking my face more, I took it out. "I'm fine jay.." I said hiding my nervousness. He smiled at me. The nurse came with the Ice pack. "here." she handed Jason the Ice pack. "it'd be better if you had ice cream..." Jason told me and put the ice pack on my head. "oww...mhhggg..auhh" I mummured, "ah, not to much, it's very cold jay." "alright princess I got it." he said taking it off. "in a few minutes I'll have to check her ankle so if anything is urgent tell her now." she said. "I'll be alright jay.." I said "hmm..okay well I'll talk to you later sweetie.." "Jason.." I said, he called me sweetie again, it was kind of cute... "sorry I'm trying to make you feel better, I should stop though.." "jay don't be ridiculous." I said, he smiled lightly. "alright, I'll call you." "mkay.." I said letting my eyelids flutter as if they were about to shut, I was kind of tired. He kept caressing my face and then I felt him kiss my forehead, causing me to blush mildly...Jason "bye my pretty little princess.." he smiled and got up to leave me. I just layed there, thinking about jason...ah my gawsh I love him!!!! Later at home he called me, I picked up. "hello?" I asked lightly. "hey princess." Jason said "oh hai jason, how are you? " I said trying to sound optimistic. "I'm cool, if anything how are you?" he said "oh im alright.." I said trying to be casual, im still bummed about the party, "anything cool happen lately?" I asked out of bordism. "oh yeah on Halloween i'm going to someones party." he said happily...you've got to be kidding. "is it sophie's?" I asked flatly "yeah!" he said. Wow..,don't I feel just great? "cool." I said covering my volcano of frustration. "what about you? Are you going?" "I can't.." I said "what? Why?" he asked with his voice changing "cuz they didn't invite me..." "what? That's ridiculous you don't need an exact invitation that party is pretty big, basically anyone can go." "well honestly, I don't think they WANT me at that party...." "what are you talking about? Who's they?" Jason asked bewildered. "okay today at lunch I went up to sophie and Stacey, I thought me and Sophie were friends but I guess not. Anyways Stacey said it's best that I didn't go. All Sophie said was "sorry" and they walked off." I said irritated. ".....wait Stacey? Wow...alright well I got this. Don't worry." Jason said, what was he taking about? What is he going to do? "I'm really sorry about that though Rachel." "ehh it's fine...It never mattered anyways. Guess this time I'll stay home alone in my room doing nothing."I said with absolutely no enthusiasm. "Rachel..." "I think I'll talk to you tomorrow. Bye Jason.." "princess.." I sighed and hung up. Jason was invited...but i'm not. He could end up with any girl by the end of the night. God knows what would happen then. Oh well, it doesn't matter, he probably didn't like me anyways. I'm just a mess...an unloved mess. I pulled the covers over me and felt like crying. I wanted to go...I wanted Jason. But when do I get what I want? I shut my eyes and tried to sleep.
Update! Jason's POV: Can't stop thinking about her, I love her in ways I can't describe. She is so gorgeous. Her shiny hazel eyes that sparkle when she's happy, her red tipped hair that she plays with when nervous, her sexy voice that makes me hyponitized, and her soft faded pink lips....I could kiss them all day. My god. I love how she stares into my eyes with passion, and how she touches my chest when I hold her, and how she whispers my name, wanting my attention and love and last but so not least, the way she stands...so gorgeous it's intimidating, her sexy self. Ever have I seen a girl so luxurious. I wanna be her prince. Haha..prince of darkness. Oh yes. i never fell in love with a girl so fast, but I don't want to hold back. I want her love, What I wanna know is does she love me? Nevertheless, I was at my locker getting ready to go home. And Stacey came up to me. I closed my eyes for a second and opened them to her perky little voice. "hi Jason " she said with affection, I tried my best to seem positive. "hey Stacey." i replied, she twirled her hair and gazed at me then gave me a purple envelope. I looked at it suspiciously then opened it. Sophies Halloween party On Halloween At 4973 Barker street "Alot of people are going, I just decided that you should actually get an invitation. Cuz you're special." she smiled, I flashed a weak smile back and thought more. A Halloween party? Ehh...I'm not sure. I love Halloween, but what should I be? Dunno but it sounds fun...I kind of want to go. But Stacey's obviously going to be there...what if Rachel is? That would be amazing. Yeah I'll go! "I'll go..." I said awkwardly. "great, can't wait to see you." she said, then had this weird look.."also..since it's a halloween party...if you get scared.." she started, grabbing my hands and getting closer, I blushed. "I'll hold you hand if you want baby..if not I can do so much more..." she starting creeping her hands up my body, causing me to freeze. She was right in my face. She leaned in to kiss me, I grabbed her head with my hand stopping her. "Stacey..." I blinked. "what is it baby?" I realized my other arm was around her waist...what was I doing?! She smiled at me after looking down. "s-stop..." I said shaking my head. "mmh...alright, I'll lay off. For now...but next Thursday..your mine baby." she said and kissed my cheek while hanging her fingers on my collar. I blushed hard. S***. She winked at me and walked off. Her lipstick stain was on my cheek. I layed my head against my locker frustrated. Why does she do this to me?! Ugh! Oh no...Rachel...I love her..she can't find out.
Jason's POV (continued): I started walking when I heard a squeal and a crash. I walked over and I saw Rachel...on the floor against the locker. Oh my god! I went over to her with huge concern. "Are you okay?!" I asked, she just trembled and shook her head helplessly. I sat next to her and she layed on me like a scared abused animal. I felt horrible, I asked her what happneed and she explained. Poor princess, I stroked her and suggested that she went to the nurse. she tried to get up but stumbled to the ground, this was sad and I felt like a jerk. She was injured and I was over here with that disgrace of a girl. She needed me! I shook the guilt for a second and picked her up in my arms. "i'll carry you sweetie." I said softly, she blushed and gazed at me, then narrowed her eyes. "Jason..what's that on your cheek?" she asked, I blushed and my eyes went wide. "shh..just relax" I whispered to her, to my suprised she layed against me and relaxed. I still felt like a jerkface, I loved Rachel..why did I allow Stacey to do that?! Anyways I walked down the hall carrying Rachel, people stared at us, and i reconized stacey stare with her mouth open and her face disgusted and angry. I didnt care for anything but helping Rachel. I took her to the nurse and told the lady what happened. She gave me an ice pack to put on her, and I walked over to Rachel who was laying down and placed the pack softly on her head. She fidgeted and squirmed with displeasure of the coldness. I took it off for awhile. Then I made sure she didn't have a fever and caressed her. She took the thermometer out blushing and said she was fine. I had to leave in a few so I reassured her with a kiss on her forehead. "bye my pretty little princess." i whispered, her face lit up and I walked off. Stacey glared at me and got in front of me, I pushed her aside with frustration and rage and she yelled at me. I kept walking without saying a word. A few hours after I got home I called Rachel. "hello?" she said softly, I blushed. "hey princess.." I said gently "oh hai Jason how are you?" she asked lightly, something seemed strange. "I'm cool, if anything how are you?" I asked showing slight concern in my voice. I wanted to know, if she wasn't okay I had to help her. She said she was fine and asked if anything cool happen. All I said was I got invited into sophie's party...I didn't have the guts to say the rest. I couldn't tell her what happened, she already is hurt physically. "what about you? Are you going?" I asked hopefully. "I can't." she said flatly....wait what? "what? Why?" "cuz they didn't invite me..." she said gloomy, wait but Stacey said you didn't really need an invitation. "what? That's crazy, you don't need an exact invitation." I said "well honestly, I don't think they WANT me at that party." "what are you talking about? Who's they?" She explained what Happened, I couldn't believe Stacey did that! What the crap, and I let her on me like that?!? UGH!!!! I think I need to punch something. I sighe and told her I'd take care of it, she said it'd be fine, and she'd just stay home, alone, in her room, doing nothing. After she hung up I felt like the biggest jerk in the world. I have to make this better, and Stacey will not ruin this. No one will stop me when it comes to Rachel. No one.