Update: Jason's POV: She was at her locker and I felt the need to approach her. Anxious, I decided to break the silence. "that's a pretty necklace." I said looking at her silver necklace that was an "R" with a crown on it. "Really? It's kind of old....I'm not sure.." she said staring at her necklace. It was still pretty. She's so royal, that crown. Like a princess,... "mm, such a princess..." I mumbled and she swung her eyes on me, crap did she hear me? "what was that?" she teasingly asked. "um nothing." I hid. She poked my stomach, "hmm" "Woah-" I jolted and caught her hand "ticklish aren't you?" she smirked "lil bit.." I blushed, her hazelish brown eyes stared with light affection. "just so you know...when you're closer to people...they tend to uh...hear what you say." she said with amusement flickering in her eye as she ran her fingers through her chocolate hair. "well.." I started but left my sentence unfinished as I layed my eyes on her necklace again. I gazed at it, it was really beautiful, I wonder though if she wants a new one...maybe it's not really that impo- "um what are you staring at?" she said with her eyes narrowed and her voice changed to a bit sharper. "Your necklace." I said matter-of-factly, why did she sound bitter? Wait..did she think I was staring at her chest? She blinked with sympathy, she must have thought I was because she looked guilty. She turned to her locker and something came over me. I put my hand on the edge of her shoulder and slightly lowered it to her upper arm. "that's repulsive Rachel, I wouldn't do that, I'm not that kind of guy." I softly told her. She stared at me with deep eyes gazing into mine, I couldn't read her emotion but it was very strong. "Jason." she said breaking her gaze with me and looked down blushing, I got nervous as well. We were really close at the moment, and although we've only known each other for like 3 days...I don't know...I inhaled her sweet fragrance softly and it felt like everything was so slow. "your aroma...is attractive." I said quietly. She slowly blinked. "yeah I kinda caught your cologne as well." she replied gently with a smooth pace. "really?" "yeah." I stared at her for awhile and she brung her gaze down to the floor as I did as well. She seemed so nervous, so did I? Why? Why were we so nervous? The moment felt so strange, but I just did as I felt. I slid my hand down her arm and traced her hands in mine. I could hear her slightly gasp even though it was so quiet. Her hands were so soft against mine, I caressed her fingers with my thumb and I froze. What...what am I doing?!? "s-sorry!" I exclaimed and pulled back from her. She stared at me dazed, I couldn't read her expression. I hope she's not mad, I just,..I don't know something took over I just...I... "it's okay." she said tilting her head slightly as if she were thinking. Her eyes were directly focused on mine. She seemed...fascinated? Or curious? Or both? "and you were right about how your not like most guys...something about you...I just find you very..intriguing." She batted her eyes softly and I blushed like crazy. She's so gorgeous, Im so attracted to her, what should I do? "oh..well..um." I said like an idiot as I tried to figure out what to say. She smiled, her faded pink lips going Into a curl. "hold on, let me get my stuff from my Locker and then we'll go." "alright." I said nonchalantly when I was the exact opposite inside. I stood against the lockers thinking about what just happened. When she got her stuff we walked to the library, I just stared around, so did she. It's just crazy. I should probably say I like her by now..how could I deny that? I don't just grab a girls hand like that, especially with that much passion. She gasped a bit...she probably thinks I like her. I don't wanna make things awkward though! But...I have to like her...I just can't let go what I feel when she's around. When I held her hand though...she was a bit tense, but also she seemed...relaxed. She didn't fight it either, she didn't do anything really, but that look in her eye...what was she thinking?
Ahhh I need a bigger audience :O Is it really that boring? Update: Rachel's POV: we walked into the library and there was only one seat. "umm we can share if you want." I said "okay." Jason said casually and sat down, i sat down next to him seeing how we were on the same chair, and we could fit! "Soo um where's your homework?" I asked. "oh" he said and got it out of his backpack, I took out my binder. "okay so uhh..well...umm.." he said trying to find arm space, which was not really happening, then I had an idea. "you can just put it around me, it's fine." I said normally. "really?" he blushed "yeah." And so he put his arm around me and held the paper, I blushed a bit as I heard him breathing. "I don't want you to feel awkward like this, we don't have to.." he said "no it's fine." "okay cuz I want you to be relaxed." "I am." I smiled and leaned back unaware his arm was around me so I layed back on him and he turned red as well as me. "S-so....umm what don't you get about this?" "ehh..alot." "hmm...have you read the poem?" "kind of.." "mm...read it again, out loud." "out loud?" he asked shocked. "yeah, to me." I nodded. "umm alright." He started to read the poem to me softly, his voice was deep yet gentle, it was so calming. Every word going through my ear.I stared down and held my hands as I felt a bit jittery. No stop that stupid fingers, no shaking. He finished And looked at me, his silent voice dazed me so much I almost layed my head on him. "alright now do you know what you're doing after that?" I asked "that's the hard part." he said "oh, you're just putting the poem into translation, what did it mean in general. And right here you explain what it means to you and how it made you feel." I said professionally "wow, you're intelligent." he said "pssh, please." I said "you are princ- okay well I should probably get a drink of water." he said slowly moving his arm. I knew what he said and this time I'm on this. "Jason, stay..." I said grabbing his arm. He blushed. "...y-yes?" "don't cover that up, you've said it like 8 times of course I know." "s...sorry." he hung his head, I stared. "Jason no it's okay, I actually like it...can it be my nickname?" I asked He stared at me shocked. "I-if you want." he stammered "yeah.." I said staring in his eyes. "are we...friends?" he asked, I smiled. "of course dude you're amazing." "oh um thanks..." he said with his hands on the table. I placed mine there as well. "nice nails.." he said, I looked at my thunderbolt nails. "hmm wanna see em better?" I asked. "um if it's okay with you." "Yeah..I......I trust you for some reason." He blushed when I said that, then he slid his thumb down my Arm as he traced my hand again and played with them. I looked around and blushed a bit. "Your hands are soft..." he said "Your hands seem strong.." "oh..does it hurt?" he said softly in my ear. "No...It feels tranquil, Im okay with it." We stared at each other, My face got heavily hot and I felt almost dizzy. I looked down. "hey.." he said caressing my face with his thumb, "are you okay?" his voice was so relaxing. I don't know I just...I blushed more and put my hand on his chest. I didn't even try, it was as if my hands moved on their own. His face got red again, oh how close we were..I could have bursted. "Jason..." I softly called "yes princess.." he said gently, still stroking my face reassuringly with his thumb. I didn't respond...I just looked down. "could you tell me why i'm doing this to you, you're so freaked out..." he whispered in my ear. I leaned back on the chair and he dropped his hands back down to mine again. This time he picked it up and flexed it. I put my free hand back on his chest. He got closer still staring with confusion about his question. I finally answered..sorta. "and why do I feel a mixture of relaxation and nervousness?" I said softly. "Rachel..." he said. I shook my head meaninglessly, I didn't know what to do. I layed my head on his chest and looked down. "I'm sorry Rachel." he blinked "no I just..I don't know." "you can leave if you want." "I'm kind of st-.....nothing." I said "oh" "Hmm you never told me about yourself really. I mean I know you're awesome but that's all I know. And I know there's more to you than that." I smiled, he laughed. I don't even know what that was just now. But there's definetley something there..that moment just now...well were so friends, and he's an interesting guy. I don't see why we shouldn't be close...honestly I....want to be.
Update pretty interesting huh? Jason's POV: We got to the library, there was only one chair so we had to share seats. The first part was casual I guess. It's the second part that's interesting. I held her hands in mine to see her nails better. By the way, her new nickname is princess, which i have no problem about. "your hands are soft." I said gently in her ear. "your hands seem strong." she said, I suppose...they weren't big but they were pretty decent in quality I guess?...guess it's my character. I hope I wasn't too strong on her. "oh..Does it hurt?" I asked, she layed her head a bit against my chest..well I was behind her so yeah. "no it feels good, I'm okay with it" she said softly, I blushed a bit. She likes it? I really do, her hands in mine..how come it feels so good? I stared at her, and she stared at me with get gleaming light eyes, she was beautiful. It seemed like she got a little woozy or something, crap I hope I'm not making her a bit uncomfortable. "hey..." I said as I started to caress her face (another uncontrollable urge at the time) "are you okay?" She put her hand on my chest and my face turned overly red, she was...she was touching my chest...wow this is very intense. And it didn't help me resist her, I did the exact opposite..it made me want her even more. "Jason..." she said quietly, My face heated up, everytime she says my name... "yes princess?" I said, it felt so easy to say now without feeling guilty, it's a habit now, cuz she reminds me of a princess. I continued to caress her face but she didn't respond...she only blushed, her face was very hot. We should stop...I don't want to make her overwhelmed. "could you tell me why I'm doing this to you? Your so freaked out..." I whispered gently in her ear. She leaned back agaist the chair (also my arm) and I took her hand in mine again....I'm so insane right now I can't stop this...it's horrible I don't want to scare her. I flexed her hand and she put the other one on my chest again. D*** I can't...this...I have no idea what's going on, I just know my heart is racing and I feel the need to have her. Calm down Jason, calm down. I care for Rachel, secure her.... "why do I feel I mixture of relaxation and nervousness?" she said dazed "Rachel..." I called softly, she shook her head as if she were highly confused and uncertain and layed her head on my chest. I took my hands off of her, I wasn't supposed to do that to her. She must feel bewildered...she needs to breathe. I hope she's okay. "I'm sorry Rachel." I said ashamed, I didn't want to make her feel so shy. "no it's okay..I just.." she started but stopped unsure. "you can leave if you want" I said still guilty. "well I'm kind of st- nothing." she said oh" She got off of my chest and sat up regularly and smiled, she tried to be casual and make the atmosphere less serious. "Hmm you never told me about yourself really. I mean I know you're awesome but that's all I know. And I know there's more to you than that." I laughed at that, I'm glad she said that. Cuz 1. That's so sweet and 2. No more awkwardness.... Oh and by the way, you know, just a little side note. I like her...alot.
Oh and btw when I said "I'm kind of st-nothing.." I was going to say "well I'm kind of stuck here." because I didn't want to really leave Jason there at the time, I wanted to make him feel less stressed from that situation.