"Tell me, P. you're my sister, I want you to open up to me, talk to me." I started sobbing out of control, "Ben, I'm having twins" Bens mouth dropped in shock, "how?" I sighed "when two people like each other-" "PAISLEY! I know that! How are you having twins when we saw only one in the ultrasound?" I sighed even deeper,"I asked the nurse for just one not both." "Well, I can see why you guys argue, the fight you had tonight makes a lot sense, it would be much more room at our house, but you need to stay at yours so your mom can pay the bills. It's tough and I get it, but you need to talk to Dominic, a discussion not arguing or bickering. Sit down and work it out." Ben was right, it was serious. One kid was big enough news alone but another would be a bomb drop to him, neither of us has had experience with kids. Which was why we needed to discuss what was going to happen, it was still summer break and school didn't start for 2 more months which means I'll be in school while I'm pregnant. I couldn't avoid school, I needed my singing career, I needed my house but Dominic's was much more spacious, which is what the kids needed when they would get older. I didn't want to live separate, Dominic wanted in the picture, he wanted to be in the baby's life almost as much as he wanted to be with me. So, yes, we were in quite a situation. I was so confused, nervous, anxious and emotionally checked out I wanted to throw up on the way back to the studio. Dominic was going to be more surprised than Ben was, I was going to be more in the 'I don't care anymore' mood. Crying so hard really got to my eyes and my mood.
I got to the studio and Ben was already there, it was quiet and the tension from the fight still hung around the air. It wasn't going to be easy telling Dominic I'm having twins but it had to be done, it couldn't wait any longer, my belly was getting bigger everyday and it was already bigger than normal. "Dom, I think Paisley needs to talk to you," Ben broke the awkward silence by trying to sound reassuring, "if she wants to talk she'll come to me, Ben," Dominic snapped, "I do, Dominic. We need to talk, it's really serious," I whined, "are you gonna stop crying?" Dominic continued to snap, ignoring his question I took his hand and led him into the lounge room, I closed the door and faced him. "Dominic, why are you mad at me? I just want to quit bickering with you and talk things out instead of causing a fight. I'm tired of breaking down and then us forgetting an argument never happened. I understand where you came from in about having more room at your house but there's a problem that I've been afraid to tell you since I got pregnant. I'm having twins." Dominic shook his head, "twins? Why didn't you just tell me?" I sat down at the table with my head on it looking at the ground, "I didn't want to put more stress on you than you already had. I should've just told you from the start but I was afraid, I was even afraid to tell you I was pregnant." "Have you found out genders yet?" He asked after a minute had passed, "yes and I'm keeping them a secret until I hear my song, I'm not concerned about genders, what are we going to do about living? I have to stay at my house if mom is going to pay the bills, your house is bigger which is what the kids need." "I'll move in with you while the babies are new born then when once they start walking you move in with me, Yukon already graduated and I graduated before summer break, we can watch them while you go to school." Dominic said hopeful, it sounded like it would work to me, "that's fair." "So, are we good? No more bickering?" I hopefully asked him, "I guess will see, I mean you pull this shit of hiding my other kid? You need to start acting right before trying to change my attitude," I sat there blankly staring, my lips slightly pouted, "no, no more crying. Go home and rest. You and the babies need it."
And just when you guys thought it got better.... HERE'S THE NEXT UPDATE. I went home and passed out, I didn't recall Dominic coming home that night, I wasn't worried it happened many times before, he usually went to his house or Yukon's. The morning I woke up I woke up to my phone going off like crazy, Ben and Yukon had sent texts and pictures, still half asleep I picked up my phone and checked the messages; "Dominic cheated" my first thought was 'no, you're lying. Shut up, Ben,' but once I got the pictures I was furious. He slept with two girls in one night, the night that we had just fixed and worked on our relationship for an hour in the lounge back at the studio. How could he do that to me? He was everything to me. I was broken inside, the guy I would die for betrayed me in a way I couldn't let go of. He has kids on the way and he has a three-some?! I didn't bother with a shower, doing my hair and make-up, I just threw on whatever clothes i found and went to the studio. I told Ben I was coming when I got to the red light and he replied, "I'll get the popcorn, lol. I'm sorry you had to see it, P." I slammed open the studio door pulling out my phone to show him the pictures of what Ben and Yukon sent me. I walked into the recording station to see Dominic laughing with Trey, "bitch, I shoulda knew" I yelled angrily, "shit" he sighed under his breath, he stood up to pull me into a hug and a kiss, "nuh-uh, back your ratchet ass up with them diseased lips, you fucking shame." "What the hell did I do, Paisley?!" "The whole team." "When you get home, get anything you brought over, get ALL your shit, you have to go. Dirty, cheating, ratchet ass." Anger built up inside me, it was pulsing through my veins, "you fucked them like it was your last time, did you ever think of me? The babies? The future? How long it took us to get past everything and what we worked out last night? Did you think at all?!" I shouted short breathed. I was now 8 months into my pregnancy, it was a lot harder to be angry when every few minutes you had to stop to breathe. I wanted to just murder Dominic but my physical well being was saying 'LOL, not today.' "Yes, I thought of everything, Paisley." He sighed, "and you still done it? It didn't hurt you to know you cheated and was betraying me? You didn't think I would say I wouldn't let you see your kids? Well, your ass better be glad I'm letting you still see them. Until you can show me I can trust you again there's no more us, you cannot spend the night, you cannot keep the babies no more than I say and when you have the babies, no parties, no women, no smoking, it's you, Ben and the kids. Is that understood? Good, we're clear." I went in my car and started to leave when Ben ran out, "can we hang out? I really don't want to be around Dom when he's like this." I unlocked his door and let him in, "like what?" Adjusting my seat belt, "he gets angry and sad when you guys fight, sometimes he don't record, sometimes he cries, sometimes his anger out rules sadness and punches shit." I started to feel bad for Dominic, knowing I made him cry made me want to cry, "Paisley, what's wrong?" He shouted as I got out of the car, I quickly walked back in the studio, back to the recording station, "Dominic? Dominic! DOMINIC!" I started to cry for him, he came out of the lounge with his water, I grabbed his arm and pulled him to me, "I love you, I don't want to make you cry. I'm sorry for screaming at you, I'm sorry for everything." He hugged me tight then his hands on either side of my face, he kissed me passionate, deep and with seriousness. "I'm sorry, Paisley, no more cheating, I'm sorry for treating you like this. I'ma show you how much I love you, more and more." I smiled at him with tears rolling down both of our faces, "I love you, Dominic."
The next day was slightly better Dominic ignored me all day no matter what message I sent him. I figured next time he messaged me I'd do it back to let him see what it's like, but he probably couldn't give 2 fucks if I ignored him or not. I felt like I was the only one who took our relationship serious. Dominic said this and that but he didn't show me, he never showed me that he felt the same, just only told me. I had this feeling that if I left him I would try my hardest to come back to him and work out whatever reason caused me to leave but if he left I'd never see him again. I didn't want our kids to be the only reason we were together, the thought of it made me want to cry. My kids were due in a week and I was having two boys, one is DJ(Dominic J) the other is; Anthony Benjamin (Dominic's middle name and Ben's first name), the boys were all healthy and ready to pop. Ben and Yukon's girlfriend were both more excited than Dominic seemed, but he wasn't happy he didn't know the genders either. He begged me sometimes for a hint but I would say "it's not one of us, one of us is doubled," and it drove him crazy when I said that. Ben taunted him all the time since he knew, Dominic was going crazy but Ben helped him with hints every now and then. "Paisley, I gotta go help Ben and his mom rearrange her house for her. I'll be home right after, I'll call you, okay?" I sighed as he reached for his coat, "it won't be long, babe. I'll spend the rest of the day with you once I get back. I promise." I sighed on the couch, "I can't breathe you idiot. I have the neck of Honey Boo-Boo's mom, I don't even think I have a neck at that, just help me up." I threw up my hand as Dominic walked over laughing at me. "You look cute," he chuckled, "CAN YOU NOT TOUCH ME?! I'm fat and disgusting!" I snapped, "awh, someone's moody. Go home, I'll call you. And don't eat anything, I'll bring us something." He kissed my cheek, my forehead, my belly on both sides and lips, "you better buy out the while store, oh yeah baby, this momma can eat!" Dominic laughed, "I'll be sure to."