I was taken off gaurd by his sudden question, and swiftly turned away to hide my red, flushed face. "Tell me??" He pleaded "Ughh- err.." I squeaked. He raised an eyebrow and shushed me. "Write it down.." He pushed a notebook at me. THANK GOD he didn't open it up to the page where I had scribbled his name and placed hearts around it. I hesitated and looked up to Ryan, and he encouraged me to continue. I slowly took the pen and wrote a Y-E-S. I handed him the book and he looked at me unsure. I told him to tell me the same. He scribbled out a "yes" in his sloppy handwriting. I almost screamed in shock. The guy i'd loved for 5 years liked me too. I could've died. "So..." He whispered. "Ill go get us sone kool-aid... I skipped into the kitchen and poured to tall glasses of cherry kool-aid. I walked back into my room and sat on the bed. He raised his glass in a toast to me and our glasses clanged Lloyd enough to wake my parents and my brother. "You know that means we're gonna get married right??" He smiled. I was in such shock that I just whispered "Awesome." He set his glass down beside me and I did the same. He looked deep into my eyes. His blue eyes were magnets to mine. I couldn't turn away. He was everything to me right then and there.. Hell he still is... He brushed his hand onto my pallid skin, and I drank in the feeling. I had a deep feeling in me. It burned and tingled in my chest. My throat was choked up and my whole body felt numb. He looked at me and noticed how stunned I was. He brushed some hair out of my face and came all but closer to my lips. I was screaming "KISSS HIMMM !" In my head Finally, he made the move. Our lips touched, like static, like magic. I was falling in love, fast. My stomach heaved forward, tickling and bouncing. I almost felt sick. A good kind of sick. It was like the entire world revolved around us at that moment, when our hearts mingled as one. He pulled away, breathless. I was too though. We didn't speak, only kissed again. Fireworks. Sparks. A light from heaven. If this was true love, then I'd die just to have a minute more of it. "Did you feel that?" He spoke softly into my ear. "Yes.." I smiled uncontrollably. He leaned in and kissed me again. We kissed a few more times. Each time more intense. I laid beside him on my small, twin sized bed, and fell asleep in his arms. He was the love of my life. ughh. I hate this story.