"Tammy"I said in a tiny voice. He nodded his head happily. "I'm glad you understand I know you guys are close"he said smiling widely. My heart shrank with every piece of me. I nodded my head, I watched him with envy as he walked away. Why'd he want Tammy,she was exactly like me except pretty. She was tall and blonde with blue eyes. Her personality was bubbly and everyone loved her. She was everything I wanted to be but never would. I felt like crying I slumped down on the cement. I let my feet land in the water. So much for my beautiful shoes. I let warm tears fall from my face and watched them land in the water. I felt someone's arm go around my shoulders. I glanced at Shiloh, he was so amazingly beautiful. He looked just like Elijah,only he was taller. I laid my head on his shoulder. "will any guy ever love me"I whispered. He looked me in the eyes. I saw almost a glimmer of hope in his eyes. "ofcourse they will sapphire"he said,using his perfect smile. My nickname was sapphire,well only with Shiloh. Cuz I had sapphire looking eyes just like him. "then why does Elijah want every other girl but me" My response seemed to hurt him. "I honestly never saw what you see in him,and I never will" "Shiloh I see what every other girl sees,a kind amazing guy who might actually love me one day" "goodluck with that"he muttered. He got up leaving a note behind. I was gonna call him back, but something caught my eye. Omg I never ever knew. As I read the note my heart soared only to drop. The note read............. "dear sapphire, I,I umm I
Look I love you, but" That was all I got to read before he came back. He looked the ground franticly. I suavely dropped it behind my leg. Should I tell him I read it or not. What if the letter said more and I was jumping to conclusion. "what ya looking for"I said walking around him. My shoes making a *SLOP* everytime I stepped. He smiled a brilliant smile my way. "nope nothing improtant" What did he mean not improtant. He scanned the ground one more time before popping up. "anyway wanna go to the dock" I nodded my head, confused he was acting like usual Shiloh. I sat Down next to him. He splashed water up, I looked at the sunset. This was so romantic. Except it was all wrong Elijah should be here not him. Plus he could never love me. Why would any guy love me. And before I knew it a tear dropped down my cheek. It landed in the pond. Sending tiny ripples across my reflection. I heard shuffling and saw Shiloh get up. I got up to and he grabbed my hand. "look sapphire you know your my best friend right"he said his voice cracking. I nodded my head what was I supposed to say to him. "and I know you like Elijah but you deserve so much better" My heart started beating fast. My breathing was speeding up. Please please no,Shiloh don't say you love me don't. "your funny,nice to nice and loving and...."he said his voice chocking off. Right then his phone rang ruining the moment. He let it be but finally pried it from his shorts. He checked it his eyes getting huge,filled with joy. "what is it,come on Shiloh"I pleaded. "nothing look don't go anywhere I'll be back" "Noo it's getting dark"I screamed after him but he had jogged away. I slumped down on my butt. Laying my head down drifting off. As the warm sun rays danced on me. Warming my body the grass surrounding me. I drifted off into a peaceful sleep.......