I used to be like that but only because I had no clue what else to do, then one day she cried on my shoulder and I knew then that all she needed was for me to hold her and tell her everything's all right and after she calmed down we just talked it out :3
I'm a psychological wreck, with my daddy problems and a sob story and every other flaw about me does exist and is pretty noticeable. I come from a dysfunctional family and I admit, I'm an obnoxious fucking twerp. I recently got out of my alcohol addiction (BECAUSE UNDERAGE DRINKING IS A NO-NOOOOOOOO), and I've started getting more optimistic. My depression is wearing off, and I have a bunch of amazing people to help me through it, such as Danzers Qinpoo Roybutt Foxaiibby and even Phammie. <3 I hate being patronized, however. I may be young, but I won't hesitate punching you in the fucking face if you use a condescending tone to talk to me without knowing what I've done or who I am. Assumptions of my character result in only ever a bad ending. I'm not one to put up with too much bullshit, but I'm patient enough in some situations. I do a lot of stupid shit. I'm an otaku, and I belong to a bunch of whack fandoms (HOMESTUCKKKKK DUN DAN DUN DUN) and I've contributed by fanarts and fanfiction. I've gotten awards at school for writing and praise for the former, but in the end all that matters is doing what I love to do, which is FUCKING SHIT UP AND PAIRINGS. But in the end, cheers to 2013!
Oh and Nicole, like I have said before, it's your choice to participate or not, I won't make you.. just be careful with what you say y'know..
Wow. I just had my post ready, proof reading it, and my pimd fails and restarts. -sigh- oh well, guess it just wasnt meant to be.
Can't believe I'm telling a bunch of people about myself. But maybe it'll help realize a life lesson that I've been missing. Or not..... I would use only a few words to describe myself, but there's probably more. I'm geeky, shy, and a little mean at times. I anyone calls me a geek I tell them that it just means I know more than them. I'm not a geek like I know everything about biology and decay algorithm (actually, I know a lot about that). But I know a lot about video games, mostly Halo. I know that Bungie messed up Cortana's age and that she's supposed to be at the maximum only 6 years old. I also know most quotes from Halo: Reach and know that the exact time if Noble Six's death is still unknown. I even know what happened to each member of the invincible Blue Team and Dr. Catherine Halsey. I can be shy when I'm around people I don't know or don't like. Whenever we have to do partner work in school, I normally just sit at my desk and feel sad for the poor sap who ends up with me as a partner. I eat mad when others see me by myself and come over to try an get me involved. The thing is, I love being by myself. It gives me time to think about everything that's going on around me. It gives me a new perspective on life. The only time I'm not shy is when I'm auditioning for the school plays. I admit, I can be a bit mean and tough at times. I'm like a wolf almost. If someone threatens my pack, I'll attack them brutally. But sometimes it's people inside my pack that I can't get along with. My best friend started dating this go who's super annoying. He keeps grabbing my books, pencils, and drawings when I'm not looking and refuses to give them back. I literally have to rip them out of his hands. Then there are some girls at my school who only want "information" about something that I know. Personally, I think they just want more gossip and lies to spread around. I know it's kind of long but I'm in a writing mood and I'm kind of upset. Oh well. That's my personality from my point of view.
Hmm, let's see... Slightly self-centered, slightly competitive, insanely jealous, moody, lazy(not the "I'm so cool, I didn't do my homework until 8" lazy, but the "I don't feel like flipping this fucking page", cold(both physically and mentally :?: ), show-offy, and I also have a really bad attitude. I'm hypocritical, critical, and have a horrible, horrible sense of humour. And a horrible taste in men Oh! I'm also a liar and swear a tad too much for my likings. Some good things.... I am cute. ._. and short.. I am "bubbly" whatever the fuck that means. >:0
I can't believe I'm doing this.. I also can't believe it's not butter Some people know me as a Beauty Queen and others just think I'm "fortunate", fortunate in a lot of things like life itself with great opportunities but really, I've wasted all too many to probably get anywhere near the standard they had set for me. The origin of my now username comes from something more than what it really is (more than a change name for a club I'm currently in). I find that if I just accept my present then maybe I'll be content, but I want something more than this, and then I take a step back because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that once I achieve it, I'll still have that empty feeling. I was vulnerable most especially in the state I was/am in (only a couple of you may understand this) but I fought like hell to rebuild my walls because I was once again afraid and guilty for anyone to ever get that close to me because I didn't want to be the reason once again for someone to slip away. That's trust issues for you right there, the worst of all kind, when you can't even trust yourself. At first I used to be so cautious in my words and my actions, then one day my skin got too thick that I no longer cared. I can still be compassionate to those I choose to of course and it's more less to those I'd consider as a close kin, but I could never be who I really was before no matter what they say. So there you go. Oh and another thing, I feel socially awkward but I've been labeled by almost everyone who know me as a "social butterfly" Hmm.
I'm Justin(Surprise) I'm able to consume alcohol, so I don't get silenced. I sell snowboards for a living at a ski shop, I love it. As you can guess I probably snowboard like it's my life. You're right! When I graduated high school I enlisted in the marines for a little. Things didn't turn out quite the way I imagined so after a couple years we spilt ways. I'm beyond happy with my life and I have the best of friends. My personality is the who cares what people think. I do my own thing and I will always do my own thing. Much love my little lovebugs.