I know how to JB it but its not, didnt need it but explain what i have to do when it is jose. Love u bro
Okay... I can't Helene I'm doing this early /).- haha oh well ummmm idk why im laughing haha omg
Jose i just asked you that question in PM.... Yeah you know what question lol anyways..... Ive been working on this since the 1st an i wanted to finish and fix it tomorrow so that i could send it to you on tuesday morning before you wake up, but...... Well i just want you to be happy and i love you so much and i just hurt inside when i know that you are unhappy..... I want you to always be happy though that might be impossible at times... I can always try my best. I havent written many poems.. Only the ones that I've made for you lol so il this won't be perfect but the other day I started writing it out of no where while you were at work I think and so I was thinking of Felix and you and then of course Jeff when u was writing this for you.. Anyways lol. I love you Jose Everyone lives, and everyone dies. Those living on.. Left behind and wondering why. Why we had to lose them so soon. Thinking about them morning night and noon. They are in our thoughts 24/7, I pray for them at 11:11. Praying and wishing that they could just be here. The awful feeling knowing that they are no where near. Though they actually are... They live in place, That is very far. The gates of heaven, and a place deep inside. Deep inside, they live in our Heart, soul, and mind. It is a place that their Spirits continue to live. A place they live happily And finally able to fly freely. We are left here, wondering why all of this had to be. Reminiscing on the good Memories shared, Wondering if there's Anyone else out there Who actually cares, For our lost loved ones. But they're in a better place now. They smile at us everyday, Happy and saved, and living in gods world. One world in which we will soon be one day. One things for sure... If this is all real, I definitely wanna go to heaven instead of hell. So I won't worry, Cause I'll see them soon.. Sometimes things happen, And know one knows why. The only thing that We know how to do, is to miss them and cry. Their ashes blowing through the wind or they're laying down under the ground. I won't cry anymore because I know I will see them around. So I lay here thinking about them.. Quiet thoughts and no sound. The only thing I can hear is my aching heart, and the question in my head that's still unanswered. Why why why? As time finally passes By through the years... We still aren't able to move on... Only because we loved our friends and family, and that forever remains an unbroken bond. So here I am to say That I'm sorry to all Of you. Those who have lost Loved ones, yes I feel The pain you've been Through. All we can do now, Is be happy for them. They got out of this F'ed Up world, and now forever Live in peace. No more pain, And no more sorrow. That is the best thing For them now at least. RIP FELIX Baby, when you told me about your best friend for the first time I broke out in tears as you told me the story. I am so sorry for your loss. When October first hit I started to worry because I know that this is the month that you lost Felix. I know that you are hurting so badly inside right now Jose. Just know that I am here for you and I always will be. I made this poem, which by the way I know it's not perfect... I made this for you and I dedicate it to you. I've been working on it since the first and that's why I've been going on and offline so much LOL. Anyways..... I'm sorry babe and just be happy now because he's at least okay and not in pain. He gets to smile at you and all of his family and friends every single day. He's happy now Jose. Don't let him see you sad because he's gone. He wants you to be happy. I know he was a great guy and I know that he would rather watch you smile up at him than to watch you frown. And so do I for that matter. I love you Joss i love you and i always always allwwaayyssss will!!! soo..... I wanna send this to you already its so hard to wait because i know that you need to hear this right now, but i know that if i wait until the 9th it will be better and you'll feel better then. I love you October,7.2012...... I just can't wait anymore my love. I can't lol I have to show you right now. haha okay about to go send it to you in pimd
Good morning!!!!!! lol lost connection while on my other account and so I'm on here i have 4 hours left on my silence :3 going to check for emails haha Jose I love you and I'm happy I sent the poem to you last night still i shoulda waited oh well lol i love you
Going back to sleep babe i just miss you to much and i know you wont be up for awhile lol okay well ummm im listening to this song, cold, and hungry, and i gotta pee its to cold to get up though hahaha anyways......... I'm going back to sleep hopefully you'll be in my dreams again cutie especially like the dream i had the other night lolololol okay im gonna go mimi now i love you sweet dreams everyone lalalalalalalalalalalalalala a drop in the ocean, a change in the weather, I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert but I am holding you closer than most because you are my heaven i swear i could listen to this smog for the rest of my life :3 i usually only listen to it when im sad.... Hmmmmmm lol okay good night
Ohmygosh. There's either a problem with you... Or a problem with me. But there's a problem somewhere. Why? Because I read the whole thread gushed, smiled, laughed, "awww"ed the whole way through and growled a bit at tiger since he's such a mean cutie don't know you, but I know now that you're insanely good with words. Wanna help me do my English hw? No?okays. LOLjk I don't do homework. Wouldn't wanna ruin my rep by handing in an essay.
And omfg, finally! A girl who loves to talk and emoji as much as I do! And who sounds like a lunatic at times. But that's fine by me!woooohooooooo!
And....... I think there's a problem with me and not you well.... I wouldn't call it a problem It's....... \(^0^)/ LALALALOVE!!!
I originally didn't read this because I thought it was another wedding war thread. But I'm glad I did