"I had to know what it was like." Then he ran off. I stood there for a minute, trying to work out what had just happened. Alex had just kissed me. He had kissed me! But I didn't kiss back. I love Tom... Don't I? Yes. I do. Well as much as I can love him now he's dead. My love for Tom started feeling a bit hollow. I knew deep down that I loved him indefinitely, but even deeper down I knew that no matter how much I love him it would all amount to nothing. I don't love Alex. Not in that way. We are friends and for now that's how I want it to stay. But why did he kiss me? How long had he been waiting to get a chance? Was it just impulse? Was it a bet he and his friends made? Part of me knew he would never do that to me. But did he really mean it? Did that kiss mean anything? Is it possible that all this time it wasn't just a joke, it wasn't just an act. Is it possible Alex really loves me? Casey came back up to me. She had seen everything and heard quite a bit too. "I guess you won't be telling Tom about Alex then." "Casey I wouldn't in a million years. But I get the feeling he already knows." I said to her, while looking at the white figure up in the trees.
Amazing so far about to read your new story don't know if it's just me bout once you start a story you must finish it before you start a new one ?? Really good you must update !
You don't have to finish it. I considered doing that but then I probably would never put my other story on here.