...I just finished my update and somehow my phone crashed thus deleting it. Oh my freaking perkle! I'm restarting the update right now; I'm effing determined to update today!
"Isn't it a bit late to go anywhere tonight? Especially to his house?" She gave me the mother look.. "It isn't at all, but what I need to say to him is coming a bit late." I simply reply, buttoning up my trenchcoat. I was going whether or not she approved, I was a grown woman and I needed to start acting like it. "Fine..go before Charlay wakes up and finds you gone." She waves me off with her dish towel. I nod and turn around to walk out of the house to my car. I was all courage and secure when I first had the idea, I jumped right up and made a descision without any thought to it..but when I was finally actually on my way to his house I was having my ridiculous doubts. What if he doesn't want to see me? What if I get there and he closes the door in my face? I did leave him after he confessed to me..what if there is another woman there?! Stop it now. Don't begin to second guess yourself now. Not now when you are finally doing what needs to be done, for Charlay's sake and yours. My sake? Why would I care? It's a pity..you acting like you have no feelings for him when in all actuality you truly do. Feelings that are so strong that you have them buried over your hurt and stupidity. Hold on, you can't just say stuff like that, we are a team. Don't start attacking me. I was so lost in the arguement with myself that I didn't realize I had pulled up to his house. I took a deep breath as my nerves began to try to take over..this is it. I turned the ignition off and stepped out of my car. I started making my way towards his door, encouraging myself along the way. After this, if things go well you deserve a large tub of ice cream. Your favourite too; bunny tracks. Just remember this is for Charlay. For Charlay. I reached his door and I brought my shaking fist up to knock on it. I finally did after a few seconds of my internal struggling and waited. No answer..I looked to his drive way and saw his car. He should be here. I knocked again and waited. Once again no answer..oh my god. What if there is a girl? It'd be best for me to just go now. Yeah go, no need to embarrass myself if he is..'busy' with some bimbo. I turned around and was about to step off his porch when I heard his door open. My back instantly stiffened when I heard his husky voice say my name, he must have just woken up. I turn back around and face him, dang he looked good..he was shirtless with losses fitting flannel boxers on. Wait..boxers?! Who answers the door in boxers! "Chassidy." He sounded fully awake now and as if he had repeated my name a couple of times..oops.
By the time it takes you to update I'll be old and grey like this kind sir over here . Hurry up! I don't want wrinkles. Just messin' with ya. But, seriously, update as soon as you can.
...well, damn. That went by fast. Internal conflict is my favorite. I feel like I should like Charlie, but he bothers me ._. will definitely follow the developments.