David...he was perfect. Tall, about 6"1, tanned, indulgent brown eyes that captured you like a prisoner, soft light brown hair, dimples when he smiled his dazzling smile. I was totally in love with him, so I thought.... I couldn't forget about Jacob...he was also tall about the same height as David, dark blonde hair, deep sparkling blue eyes, tanned and a gorgeous smile. I never noticed Jacob before, but when David broke my heart, he stood out a mile...
Me and David, we were the perfect match..he obviously didn't see it but I did. We even looked good together. We had been flirting with eachother for months ad he never asked me out. I thought about giving up, but one say he called me up at about 9pm and asked me to meet with him. As you can imagine I got over excited, I seriously thought this was it, he was asking me out to be his girlfriend, finally! We met up and it was freezing cold, I shivered as we greeted eachother..so he gave me his coat. "thankyou David" I smiled "don't worry about it." he replied shortly As we walked down the street it was silent. But it was an awkward silence..I kept looking up at him and he seemed distant. "so why did you ask me to come and see you? Is it something important?" he laughed sarcastically "of course it's important emily" he snapped. "sorry" I replied with a slight unhappiness to my tone. He put his arm in front of me stopping me from walking and turned to face me. He looked right into my eyes as I tried to read his face but it was impossible. "look emily.." he began but that was all he said before I leaned in and kissed him passionatley. It. Was. Magical. I could generally hear the fireworks going off around us. Until...he pulled away forcefully.
"look, emily, you're attractive, funny and really sweet.." This sounded good I thought "I need to ask you something." he said concerned. I smiled feeling really hopeful. "I want....no..I need you...to ask Yasmin out for me." Yasmin was my beat friend, she was short, 5"2, jet black hair and eyes and soo stunning. I always envied her looks and I always will. It felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest leaving it empty..that's how I felt...empty. "so?" he said, snapping me out of my trance. "will you ask her then or not?" I shook my head, "ermmm yeah..of course..sorry..I..err...are you sure?" I stammered. He chuckled, "well of course I'm sure emily!" I nodded lightly and walked off. As I walked back it started to rain. "oh for f**k sake!" I said aloud. I sprinted to my front door and slammed it behind me...I leaned against the door with my back and slid down until I was sitting down with my back against the door. Sobbing with my head in my hands and shivering from the icy weather outside. I had no reason to live, I was pointless, nobody wanted me, I was nothing to everyone. The only I could do was to take my own life...so I did just that. Only kidding. I thought about it many times...I had never loved a guy as much as I did with David. I felt like i was in a dream, I didn't feel real when I was around him. I would find myself smiling during class just because I was thinking about him. How could he not want me back? How could he not see me in the same way?
Is Yasmin is her best friend then I would say she should reject him like they say chicks before dicks lol
haha good one! I know...you'll have to wait and see! I'm going to update tomorrow got to sleep now!xxx
The next day I walked into school...I looked dreadful! I had no make-up on, my hair was scruffy, I had tear marks streaming down my face....I was usually concious about my looks, but now that I knew david didn't want me, I had nothing to care about. As I walked into registration, everyone gasped. David, sitting there, perfect, double took. Our eyes met, but he quickly took then away. He knew I was in so much pain. Yasmin walked in, "emily?! What the f**k?!" she said across the classroom, I turned around to David..she saw our awkward glances then pulled me outside. We stood outside the classroom...it was silent. Eventually I burst into tears and hugged her tight. "yasmin....he loves you! David loves you!" I shrieked. She patted me friendly on the back... But didn't say a word. I stood away from her..."yasmin?" She avoided my eyes... "yasmin...you don't....no...please...." I started to say.. She shrugged..."well...you did?" she said hesitating. Yasmin loved him back. It was officially the end of my life....
I ran off sobbing to the girls bathroom. How could she do this to me? She knew how much I loved David. Who did she think she was?! But, I still believe to this day that it was destiny that she loved him back because what happened next would never had happened if she told me he loved him...
As I stared at myself in the mirror, I screamed at the top of my lungs. I ripped my necklace that Yasmin had got me off my neck and threw it at the mirror...a slight crack appeared..."shit." I said aloud. I took several deep breaths and tried to calm myself down...when I had finally calmed down I got out my makeup and applied so black mascara and eyeliner, I made it dark to cover my identity...I didn't want to be known as the pretty little cheerleader who was "easy" and a slut. I was going to change...no more 'miss perfect' I messed my hair up so it looked windswept and slouched my clothes. I looked hot! I smiled(which took a lot of courage) then walked outside, trying to act cool....since everyone was in lesson time, the halls were empty...I wandered around the lockers and found david's...I stared at it and smirked...I got out my permanent marker and started to write...."DAVID'S A MAN-WHORE" I wrote...childish I know, but god did it feel good. I stepped back, admiring my creation. "asshole" I said under my breath. As I turned around the corner I bumped into Jacob. He was in my Music class, but he never really stood out for me...he dropped his stuff so I picked it up for him....as we went to gather the same pens our hands touched, it felt like electricty was charging through our vains...we stood there staring at eachother for a while....then our gaze broke. "sorry emily...I...er...didn't expect to se you there." he stumbled across his words. "oh, it's find don't worry about it Jacob...I should be errr going." I said starting to walk away... "wait...emily?" he said. I turned to him with attitude, "what?" "are you ok? It's just, you look.....different. You're usually in cheerleading outfit or something?" I looked at the ground...I ha forgotten about David until now, "I'm just in a lot of pain right now." "well, if you need someone to talk to..I'm here." I nodded and walked off...
I will carry on with the story tomorrow will Jacob and Emily get together? Or will David like her new look? x
As I turned away I couldn't help but smile...that was really sweet of him to say. I decided to ditch school for the day and went home. When I got in, I immedieatley went to my bedroom. I looked at myself in the mirror...pretty hot, I thought. In fact, it was really hot in here, I decided to take off my clothes to just my undies, well a thong and lacy bra. I always wore sexy underwear just in case David ever changed his mind..haha anyway! Why was it soo hot in here? I never turned the heating up when I walked in? Or I might've done it automatically. I wandered around my bedroom, fiddling with my hair...thinking about Jacob. How he looked at me, his eyes trying to read my story. He locked me in a trance...literally. It was when I was soo lost in thought that I heard it. It was only subtle, but I knew instantly...someone was in my house.........