Prologue: I didn't have much time on my hands. I had to give a performance in about 5 minutes. My job was to go out there and give the same damn performance i give every night. I was a famous pop star. Not one of those bubbly, quirky teenage ones. Baseline, solo guitar pop stars that cussed like a sailor in almost all of her songs. I was rich, famous, beautiful, everything every girl wished they could be. But there was one problem: i didn't want to be any of those things.