Darkness is where I always stand; reality is just plain torture. I can feel the guilt, and the pain that's tormenting me in the heart, everything seems to be a blur. I wonder, if there is any way to escape... ... to escape the feeling of the electric current crawling in your veins, the feeling of always being one with the nature and controlling everything around you. The feeling of magic. The thirst for using it again and again. Are the gods so against me that they made me something I fear greatly? I am no human, I admit. My life is what I've been always afraid of. I'm a cold, heartless monster- Who can change anything in a single spell... who can make people fear of me with a single threat. I never imagined myself like this. I was humanㅡ no, I thought I was human. Before the transition... ... everything started with the transition at the age of thirteen. It was painful... excruciating in fact. That silent night, the coven watched me cry in pain. I was groaning and kicking anything or anyone who came near me. The feeling was worse than delivering a baby, it felt like all your bones cracked and snapped, and I passed out. Everything dark, everything different. I could see the things the humans could never actually see. I saw life. Every creatures you thought never existed actually does. What am I...? I'm one of the five daughters of Ipswitch... with a 300 year old secret: I'm a witch. ---------------------------- Hey guys! Maybe you know the movie "The Covenant", well it's kinda an ff about it except it's girl version. Well not really a fan fiction, it's just inspired. I hope you will read 'till the end. This a story dedicated to Nolaine, Rose, Angela and Emilya
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My light red curly long hair swift through the wind as I walked towards the dark forest. My crystal-blue eyes affixed to the direction in front of me; I could hear the pixies whispering in fear. It was almost dark, and I had to run away. I had to leave, but first I have to find the others. The trees rustle in the wind, the sound of my footsteps made the pixies hide in fear. They are beautiful, calm creatures, everything about them makes me feel light. How I wish I could be like them. Being me... it's scary. Even I am afraid of myselfㅡ afraid of what I might do. The desires and cravings never left me even once. It was hard to control the power within me. It was too strong. As I reached the middle of the forest, the sound of the crickets sings in my ears. I find it melodic. I glanced around, checking if somebody followed me or not. No one. Not a single evidence of humans. I closed my eyes feeling the force of the wind circling around me, I was in a wide open space, but what people don't know is that there's a barrier. A barrier that only witches and warlocks can take out. I inhaled deeply feeling the cold wind on my soft pale skin, I flinched my fingers, and exhaled. Magic. I opened my eyes and saw the abandoned gothic house. The house is about two hundred years old, owned by the eight generation of the daughters of Ipswitch. It has been passed down for all these years, but stayed in the original form. I walked slowly thinking of what to say to the other four. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to leave. The burning desire's growing. It hurts too much. The wooden door creaked open and the four looked at me emotionlessly. It was scary in a way, it was like they know what was on my mind. What my plan is. "Raven..." A hoarse whisper caught my ears. It made me turn quickly. Caleb. His brown hair covering his eyes, his bangs were too long. His deep black eyes looked at me with full despair.