Day 1- How it Started I'm 18 years old, a senior in high school. I'm a beautiful woman with long brunette hair and auburn lowlights. I weigh around 130lbs. I have a very curvy figure: 34B breast and a round buttom. My creamy colored skin and light green eyes normally get me the attention from the opposite sex. I have to admit it is nice getting some nice attention.. Or what I considered to be nice. Prom is coming up. I was asked by a really nice boy. He had gone all out. Putting balloons in my locker and writing "PROM?" on each one. I of course said yes. Since I agreed I did what every teenage girl does for prom, I immediately started searching for a dress. They were all so expensive I started getting stressed worried I wouldnt be able to go. I finally found a dress I could rent, the only problem is the dress is a size 4. I'm a size 6. I decided in order to fit the dress before prom I would need to diet. I told myself no fast food, no fried food, no soda, and lots of exercise. Dinner time came about with my family. They had asked me to grill pork chops, but I don't know how to work the grill, or how to know when the pork is cooked. In essence I decided not to cook dinner. My father got upset and cooked the dinner for mom and him alone. He told me I could make raman noodles, except mom told him I was to eat what they ate. Dinner was ready and cut into my pork chop it looked red in the center and I thought to myself it couldnt be cooked. I asked him and he told me I'd be fine, and if I thought it was undercooked than I should've cooked supper. I cut up the presumed raw meat and took a bite. I finished my meal, not eating much of it at all. I went downstairs to take my shower. My stomach felt sick and I felt the need to puke. I leaned over the toilet and for the first time stuck my finger down my throat and purged. It felt good, I felt better. I stepped into the warm shower and began washing myself. I sat in the shower the guilt of what I had just done kicking in and I started to sob. The warm water running over my bare back my hair falling in front of my face. -------------------- Based on a true story. Gonna tell it day by day. Sorry if this rubs anyone the wrong way. -Mar