DO NOT READ THIS BEFORE READING NIGHT WATCHERS FOR IT WILL NOT MAKE SENSE! Shay POV I still miss them. Its been a month, I won't move on, I can't move on. It's hell. But I know Taylor didnt break up with me because she wanted to. I have faith in her. Taylor loves me. That I know. Taylor POV Armani, if I loved him and I wasn't forced to be in this relationship, then it still would be hell. Unfortunately for me I don't, I was and I'm dead inside and out. All there is good in my life is Chase but without Shay my puzzle is broken. Armani hurts me if I don't do what he wants, he forces kisses on me, makes me kiss back. Rapes me, but he hurts me if I don't make any effort during. Sometimes I'll come out with bruises on my arms or a black eye, cut lip it's all the same. Erin asks me why I stay with him, Raven too. I just ignore them, I have to for Chase. I cant even speak to them anymore. It kills me just as much as not having Shay. I can only think to myself or Shay who knows nothing of the disgusting, immoral, irrality of the world. I wish he could never find out but it's inevitable I know that all too well…
Armani POV --------Flashback-------- "No Armani please don't touch me I don't love you!" she screamed. I slapped her round the face. "Shut up you little shit" I slapped Taylor again. "Please we're friends" she pleaded. "Life's a bitch sweetie. Get over it!" I hissed. Then raped her. ---------Flashback over----------- I love her but I can't stop, I don't want to hurt her. But she doesnt listen that makes me angry. I could almost here my mother saying "Well you turned out be a right little fuck-er like your dad didn't you?". What's wrong with me I love her?
Do you want Shay and Taylor to get back together (I know how to make that happen) or Taylor to fall in love with Armani?