Sometimes u can't tell how people are feeling. U ask them 'are you ok?' And they say 'i'm fine' but do they really mean there ok or that there: Fustrated Insecure Neurotic Emotional Hidden behind a smile could be someone who is constantly crying and dieing inside. Post if u are there for the people going through all this. I'm a really bad speller so i probs spelt something wrong but anyways i'm here for ya if u need to talk about ANYTHING (but i WILL NOT sext or send nudes) I'm not encouriging self harm/ anerexia and bullimia. But i know what it's like to feel ugly,fat, and alone. I'm here for ya. And if u do want to talk to me post on my wall 'i need 2 talk 2 u' or something like that before u follow me thanks
behind that I feel like I'm dying inside. I do not like my family at all. I'm trying out for varsity field hockey and they won't even let me practice. There too busy focussing on my brother and bro. Example: tonight I wanna go running they ash no I have to go to dinner for my bros girlfriend, while I on the other hand didn't even go anywhere. I didnt even have a cake. What one cupcake and it tasted like it got picked out of a garbage can. I seriously want to run away and never come back.
Soft i know how u feel. I've been there. Just imagine...in a few years u can prove ur family wrong and show that ur worth much more than they treat u
Vendetta I agree with Sophie.. Speak for yourself before speaker for others. This may really b helpful to some people.. Bc I know I'm one of those people who hide their feelings behind a smile..
Exactly. I don't even talk to my mom anymore. I rather hang out with my friend but can I do that? No. All I hear out of her mouth is NO NO NO NO. I feel like the real me is tropes inside and I can get out o the misery!!! It repeats over and over inside my head that I can't fall asleep at night without crying or talk to somebody.
...Beth. You finally made a thread bout me. ------- I'm 11 and my parents expect me to do everything. They put responsibilty all on mt shoulders for my maturity. When I do something wrong, or make mistakes millions of times, or rebel againts something, I get a lecture and a scolding. I don't know what my parents want and I'm scared that they'll stop loving me because I'm worthless and I don't even LOOK CHINESE. I look European! I just don't fit in with my family and I'm scared people won't accept me. And they didn't. So I'm anti-social an insecure and the only true friends I've got are on PIMD. . Hence I tried to commit suicide and let all the pain seep away so I can finally be happy but then I remembered God will send me to Hell. So Imma wait for 2012.
Same. When I was 10 I tried to kill my self. I was crying so hard I just couldn't do it. Plus I tried using a butter knife. Lmao. I was 10 but still. I don't regret at all.