Sadness comes and goes but when you loose a loved one(grandma). Someone you were real close to but now can't hug or kiss or even feel it sucks. A lot of people say move on. But it's harder to move on when u can't feel her love, can't get advise from that person on any subject, or even talk to them face to face. Some may say they will hear u but where is the response. It will never come. It hurts more then anyone who hasn't lost a close loved one will know. It feels like ur heart will be forever. Some will feel like that till they actually join that person. Some will feel like they r being tormented with guilt and sorrow and pain and suffering.
Dread All of us at FFH will always be here for you any time u wanna talk! It may not be the same as being there for u in RL but we'll try our best to help u through the days ahead! Remember that we love n care abt you! Take care hun
James, I have lost my grandparents whom I have lived with throughout my growing up.. They were there for me instead of my parents.. I loved them too so I know how u felt especially when mine left one after another.. It's endless crying and moaning, hoping they r still alive. But I have moved on because I know they would want me to be strong and happy for the rest of my life.. I still think of them now and will visit them whenever I feel down.. It's hard to get over but u gotta tell urself u will eventually.. It just takes time.. Gd that u talk bout it than to bottle it all up. Be strong