*Warning* This Post is going to be, most likely, really long. Enjoy, hope you like it. It's funny.. Yet scary, all at once.. Because, once you meet someone, you don't really know, know about what's to come. You don't know that this person is it.. This is the person I wanna give my heart to, that is, until later.. Later on, you realize, wow.. Wow. There's this person, this human being, that.. That wants to be with me and give me the same thing I wanna give them and, it's weird. It's just weird how, you start realizing yourself thinking about this person as more than just a friend. You hear this person's name and just hearing this one name, can make you smile for hours. It's crazy.. You get these weird feelings when they text you. You're just like "oh my god he texted me!! " , smiling like an idiot and acting like some little kid with a crush.. Except, its not a crush, not just a little crush. You realize that, you'd do anything for this person. You'd sacrifice your blood, if they needed it.. You'd give them everything. Your heart, your soul, and you just wonder how this even started. How did I go from just meeting you, to never ever wanting to let go of you? It's a weird process that messes with your head. You can't concentrate, you're oblivious to the world around you. You think you're going crazy, when, in reality, all it is... Is this one word nobody really knows the absolute definition for.. Love. What is it? It's a powerful strong word used to describe just how much you care about this person.. But, some people say that, that word just isn't enough. It's overused and just.. Not good. Most people hate love. Why? Because it leads to this next part.. Months go by, and.. This person just isn't the person you're most happy with, you start realizing that this person doesn't pay you any attention anymore. You're holding onto the memories you created with this person and you don't wanna let go, hoping that all of this will get better. 'It will work' is what you tell yourself.. That, if you try, it will work, but, it doesn't. This person tells you they don't wanna be with you anymore and.. It just, it makes you feel as if you're not worth it anymore, or, it was your fault. You give this person your everything, and in return.. You're left feeling as if nobody else will want you. Like, it'll never get better. Now, you hear this person's name and all you wanna do is cry for hours on end. This person used to be your freaking everything, your wallpaper. Now, even reading text messages from them hurts. Small little words posted by this person, words that can't even do anything to you.. Hurt more than an Axe to the head. People say you're being ridiculous, that it'll get better, and you're just overreacting. But, you're not. That little thing that pumps blood into your body, it hurts ? . Your heart, you feel as if it's at a pit and can never work again. You feel like your life is just over because of this one person. You might think that it'll never be good again.. But, that's only the stages of love. That is, until you finally meet the one. The One. But, once you know.. You know. The average person falls in love about 6 times in their lifetime. So, if you think that experience was rough, you're most likely going to have it happen again. So, cheer up and stay strong through that rollercoaster of emotions. ? Thanks for reading! I've actually never actually made a thread for the probably 4 years I've been here. (Some might know me, I've reset so.. Lol) for those that don't know me.. I'm Jada. I wrote this and hopefully it brought you hope or something I firstly wrote this on my wall but these two people encouraged me to post in forums so I did. I'd ask for no hate but c'mon.. Its forums I appreciate all feedback, and if you didn't read.. I understand, it was really long lol (Summarization: love sucks, but you'll be okay ) Once again, thank you to the people who encouraged me: -AD_Special-Agent-Kate_ and Kacie-_- P.S, Sorry it was boring k thx bai
Jada sounds familiar, or am I thinking of Jade... Were you in the club SBO?? If not, then this is awkward.
SBO? What does that even stand for? I've had like about 500 names -GorgeousAndUniquelyJada- eh.. -AdorkablyCuteJada- hmm.. -JadaPiercesHerChemicalHorizon- and TheOneAndOnlyJada so like ?
This was actually really nice! ? my best friend/ pseudo-bf and I "broke up" yesterday and will no longer be speaking. It's super difficult, but absolutely for the best Sucks though. I once read an article about how love really is like a drug, and causes different changes in our brains, etc. I definitely get that now
I support this 100% its just the essence of it all captured and beautiful written, well done & thanks hun for posting in forums. ?
Love is blind. Cant see anyone else but only him, every love song is about him, hes the perfect man ever, hes the only reason for teardrops, hes always right in every fight, cant forget him eventho he always gives you tears, scolds, bad treats, the insecure feeling, jealousy until all your friends said 'why so dramatic, just let him go, you can easily get other boy'→ofc they dont understand,we are ones who fallen in love who would definitely feel and know well how sucks those feelings :[