rejection

This is just me venting in a way and telling of how I fell in love and am heartbroken.

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You know the feeling of rejection? I do.. and this is my story.There isnt a happy ending, this isnt a fairy tale. It is the real world.

It all started when i met him.we met online and at first I wasnt sure if he was for real. I made the first move and we were perfect. after about 3 months he left for a while and i was very lonely and one of my friends was there and i got cinfused so i ended it with mr. Perfect. He was hurt I was hurt but it was over. And I went with my friend whi ended up playing me and I was broken.


Few months had passed and somehow mr perfect found me again. And we grew closer. Dont ask me how cause idk and I fell in love with him all over again but I wasnt sure how he felt and he had his ms perfect. . So I just stayed in the background and I was always there for him. We r literaly inseparable. Then his ms perfect ended up hurting him beyond repair and I was there fir him. And one night something happened between us and then next thing I know we r together. I couldn't be more happy.

After a bout a month things went downhill. Things at home where horrible and him and I kept fighting. He ended up breaking up with me but we still remained best friends. Now here I am alone and he is with a girl. I hate it and he knows it. He is sorry he says but he wants to be happy. He puts her infront of me and I deal with it. I just wanted to tell him , if he reads this, that ill always love him and if something were to happen. . (I have depression and I have had a few suicidal attempts) I would love him till I die.
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Just wanted to tell anyone my story. You can bash me idc just wanted to tell someone. Anyne willing to listen.