Qitting... 

Discussion in 'Fan Fiction' started by *blondie11 (01), Jul 13, 2011.

  1. Hey PIMD Fan Fictioners... Yea I know this is in the wrong section, but this is where I always am. It's true. The person you all thought would never give up on PIMD is leaving. I'm sure you guys are expecting a reason to why I would leave this great place...

    About six hours ago my bestfriend Zach (in real life) was driving home from the airport with his family. They had recently just taken a vacation to Ireland and toured the beautiful country. They had to stop at a red light at a pretty dangerous intersection. The light finally turned green and they took off. Zach was in the backseat and suddenly, a huge Truck hit their small Toyota Camry, on his side. The driver was said to be intoxicated. I was asleep at the time at my fathers... A friend finally called me hours later and told me to go to a certain hospital and that Zach had been in an accident. I made my father drive me to the hospital quickly and arrived to doctors telling everyone that Zach had died on scene, and his parents were in intensive care. I couldn't believe it. The person I loved most and cared for most and knew my whole life was gone, in an instant. He was a brother to me, someone I looked up to.

    Everyone at the hospital was crying terribly, including me. I couldn't stop the tears streaming down my face and my father had to drag me out of the hospital and drive me home. An hour ago I finally relised something and stopped crying. Zach had lived his life. He went backpacking in Europe one summer, he was touring Mountains in Ireland days before, he traveled EVERYWHERE, he met amazing people and had great relationships, he had his whole life planned, even though he was only 15. He did SO much with his life and lived everyday like it was his last day on earth.

    Im at the point where I can't talk to anyone. I'm hiding in my pitch black room pretending he isn't gone, but he is. I feel like it's my turn. It's my turn to live my life, and I'm going to do it... Starting today. In a days time I will delete this app, and all other comunication apps I have. I'm going to start over and go outside of this room and house and meet people. I'm going to go places, The Rocky Mountains, London, Europe, Vancouver, I'm going everywhere, and it's beggining today.

    Maybe ill be back, weeks or months from now, but I dont know. I want to thank all my friends on here... You always were there for me, and I love you guys. I would list you all but there is so many. Just never forget me guys. I love you all so much. And remember: "Live your life to the fullest!"
     
  2. Wow it's good to know that youve got something positive out of that negative thing... I'm sry for your loss and have fun...
     
  3. Omg Alex that's horrible ...good luck with life...I'll miss you...I hope one day you do decide to come back...
     
  4. Im sorry. I have the same problem. My best friend and parents died. My parents died when i was 5 and i live with my godmother an a selfish godfather. My best friend Nicolae died with a heart attack and I waa crying ever since. But u can still keep the apps and talk with ppl. But even if u dnt want its ok, u readd teh app and ur still logged in! Happy journeys!
     
  5. Me too... I'll stay on for a day. Then I'll delete.
     
  6. o_o. NOOOOOOOOO
     
  7. Yea in a way, his death woke me up. We were going to graduate and go into college and medical school together and do so many things like traveling and other things. I'm going to live the legacy for him and do every single one of our plans as if he was still here.
     
  8. Oh my fucking god.
     
  9. Mhmm. GOOD FOR YOU. I like- no love your spirit! im going to visit Nicolae's grave everyday! Thanks! And i might just talk to him in my dreams... Ahhh Nicolae... . Oops. Yet, GREAT SPIRIT.
     
  10. I put Kkk Wtf?
     
  11. "Im gonna die happy, and I'm gonna die with a smile on my face"
    -Totally forgot what song that came from but it's now my favorite quote.
     
  12. I'm sorry for your lose. I truelly am. However, I admire your strength to keep going and live life to it's fullest. Just remember now that Zach is smiling down at you from above, telling you that you can do it! And you have my support as well. Good luck on your new life and I wish you the best. Never let that hope die.
    -Kay
     
  13. Sorry to hear Alex. ):

    Good luck in the future though. <3
     
  14. Thank you... Thanks guys for being here with me.
     
  15. Alright... I'm just going to delete now. Love you all ~Alexandra
     
  16. awe I'm sorry for your loss
     
  17. And u will b missed dearly, have fun living your life!!*