A tear silently flowed from my tired eyes.I couldn't cope,it was just too much.Today had been a never ending school day full of taunting and bullying.Nothing new of course... I'm pretty much an outcast at my school,Hadley padley. Everyone teased me because of the way I look and live.I have black hair in an emoish style,i also have purple streaks in it.I wear black clothes mostly too.(black hoodie with dark torn skinny jeans) My mother died when I was five years old,I'm now 15,and my dads been drinking and abusing me since that day because he blamed it on me. I was in the car and my mother was taking me back from a friends house when a car crashed into us.It killed her but left me with just a few bruises...though often I wish I could have gone too. Iv had depression for a while now,partly because of being bullied and partly because of the guilt inside me telling me every time I closed my eyes that it was my fault my mothers dead and my fault my fathers now how he is.I don't get much sleep,as you may have realised. I woke up late to find my dad had smashed the alarm in the night.i grabbed a cereal bar and put out a note for my father,but he probably wouldn't be sober enough to read it. I ran to school and arrived just in time for bell. "Freak" "loner" people,maybe even old friends who had betrayed me,jeered as I went into my classroom.All eyes turned to me as u opened the wooden door "nearly late,but that's nothing new"smirked the teacher,Mr tentacles.The class sniggered back,like every morning of my messed up life. Eventually the school day was over and I only had 6 bruises,usually I have about 10 so that was good.Unitil i turned a corner and suddenly tripped! I felt a sharp pain sizzle (no idea what would happen)up my angle as I realised I'd twisted it. "Shit" I muttered under my breath quietly. "Are you ok?" I looked up to see a boy around my age,He was in a blue hoodie and had messy blond hair which went well with his piercing green eyes. "In fine"I say trying but failing to stand up "here let me help"he grinned at me,helping me hobble along"do you wanna hang round with me for a bit" "Ok"I reply,slightly nervous. "Holy shit!!!argh!!!"He yelled squealing like a girl.I saw what he had seen and started laughing.It was a tiny little spider the size of my finger nail. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Please comment and put a '' if u like it.if u don't please say it nicely,I like constructive criticism but not ppl telling me it's bad because Idk how to improve it then(it'll also get happier soon)
Bumphalfway through update but need 2 more ppl else to join,preferably a boy coz then it could be her gf or bro,but a girl could be a sister
"Meanie"he said frowning at me,I stuck my tongue out at him...wait!me?...Robbin...stick my tongue out at someone!oh well,may as well enjoy it while it lasts."Soo....what's your name?"I ask him,curious. "Zach"He says"What's yours?" "Robbin"I respond smiling "Nice name"grins Zach before dragging me to a nearby park. When we got their I tested out my ankle and it seemed to be okay.Zach must have been looking at me as he then yelled "Race ya to the swings!"and sprinted of however I was the first to get to them.Although he was a good runner I was better. "beat you"I laughed,he arrived a few seconds after I had got there,not bad considering I'm an awsome runner. "whatever"Zach grumbled under his breath.I laughed at him again smirking. "never seen you around before"I pointed out curiously,while seeing how high I could get on my swing. •*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•*•* Sorry it's so short,will be longer next time
*Theres was no reply so I looked at where I'd last seen him but the swing was empty.I felt nervous,why would he disappear like that...?Suddenly I felt a sharp pain soar through the back of my head as what felt like I baseball bat hit me full force."I'm sorry Robbin..."Was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.