My demons, Eat away at me. I'm having a hard time, Distinguishing reality. Death please take me, I'm a living casualty. Kill em first, That's my mentality. Can't let my tears spill, Living where they drill. Trust gets you hurt, Showing love gets you killed. Living with fear and misery, Changed my whole energy. It made me fearless, And cruel sincerely. Still paranoid, It's just my PTSD. Mama don't pray for me, Pray for my enemies. I see the Grim Reaper, When I go to sleep. Lost love for the streets, All I can do is weep. Lived in the same vicinity, Where my peer was shot. Headshot, head hanging... Off his tank top. Rather be at GameStop, Then dodging bullets like raindrops. He just walked up, Cocked it back with no regret. Brains on the pavement, He ain't even break a sweat. Same blood on his hands, Same blood on my mind. Ever since then, Every time that I sin... I'm in this, Fucked up position... Battling my demons, Waking up hoarsely screamin: I've been solid, My demons tryna break me. I don't wanna die, Can't let them make me. Mama, mama, Please don't let them take me. My demons, Eat away at me. I'm having a hard time, Distinguishing reality. Death please take me, I'm a living casualty. Kill em first, That's my mentality. Can't let my tears spill, Living where they drill. Trust gets you hurt, Showing love gets you killed. Living with fear and misery, Changed my whole energy. It made me fearless, And cruel sincerely. Still paranoid, It's just my PTSD. Mama don't pray for me, Pray for my enemies. I dreamt of nothing, And woke up to a nightmare. Right by the bus stop, The crackheads wandered there. School mornings, Gunshots were my alarm clock. I was shellshocked, Many folks got shot on the block. Kept my ears open, Listening to how loud a gun cocks. I can never forget, Violently waking up in cold sweats. Only heat in December, I was warmed by was gats and tecs. Exposure is scary, It can change a man forever. This shit varies, It seems nothing can repair me... I'm in this, Uncompromised position... Battling my demons, Waking up hoarsely screamin: I've been solid, My demons tryna break me. I don't wanna die, Can't let them make me. Mama, mama, Please don't let them take me. My demons, Eat away at me. I'm having a hard time, Distinguishing reality. Death please take me, I'm a living casualty. Kill em first, That's my mentality. Can't let my tears spill, Living where they drill. Trust gets you hurt, Showing love gets you killed. Living with fear and misery, Changed my whole energy. It made me fearless, And cruel sincerely. Still paranoid, It's just my PTSD. Mama don't pray for me, Pray for my enemies.