I can't live like this I can't live this life And as much as I tried I can't end it with a knife But I'm nor as strong As I'd like to be So I act all normal While I wait patiently I feel so alone But I know that it's not true I've got all my friends But I wish I had you thanks for reading this was made 2yrs ago I'm not like this anymore lol please read my other story "First Day