This is for people who are going through stuff including myself. When you are going through stuff doesn't matter if it is a boyfriend girlfriend situation or a lose of a loved one you should never try to kill yourself it is not the way to solve it. I just want to let anyone know that if u are going through something it will be OK trust me I lost my hero my dad past away July 6th 2016 I thought I was never going to be OK I still am not OK I cry everyday but as time passes I realize if you focus on the happy times that you and your loved one had it makes it better. Like me and my dad's thing was to go to the gun range and shoot guns that was our little thing we liked to do. I still do it which keeps him always in my heart and my prayers. I still have bad days but that is OK and it is completely normal because you realize you are not going to get to see then for a really long time. Everyday I go insane missing my dad. And for anyone who blames themselves for a loss of a loved one I just want to let you know that it is not your fault I thought it was my fault when my dad passed away. Then I realized that is was not my fault it wasn't anybody's fault. So I just wanted to let Anyone that is going through something really tough i am here for you and I know what you are going through and I know how you feel and if you need to talk add me at dalayna