Never Forgotten Forever in my prayers

Discussion in 'Off Topic' started by Pluto_3, Dec 30, 2012.

  1. Im am 2012-1994 years old. Two months ago ive lost my virginty And later on got pregnant. Not many knew my secret i hid until i accidently said one day. December 17, 2012 is when i was hit by a girl texting. Both cars were total n i rushed to hospital. From that day on i had daily visits to hospital. I was told on my first visit that there may be complications with my pregnancy but bed rest and medication should help. Sadly it did not , i was in pain everyday praying to God please let my babies be ok. December 29, Early morning i was rushed to hospital because of sharp pains i was having. In the room all i could hear was commotion and the words . .i cant find a heartbeat. Around 5pm My heart was shattered with news of Im sorry but they didnt make it. We couldnt stop the bleeding . . . there was lack of oxygen.. .At this moment i walked out missing whatever information they had left. Loved ones told me not to blame myself but how can i not. My beautiful twins . . .i.never even got to say goodbye!!!, Omg lord help me. . .no mother should go through such hurt that ive gone through Seriously what did i do to deserve this. . .Life inside of u is a womans dream
     
  2. Sweetie I'm younger than u and have twins one is in heaven tho she was still born I understand your pain and if u ever need to talk I'm here
     
  3. Unimaginable pain...my heart goes out to you. Those two little angels will always be with you. They'll watch out for you forever. Don't blame yourself. You are not to blame. God works in mysterious ways...it's hard, but trust his plan for you. Give yourself time. Remember to take care of yourself and that you are loved.
     
  4. Thank u panda its only the second day. . .i wish i could of met them ='(
     
  5. Ur my bestfriend nd always been there I really appreciate ur words love =(
     
  6. Awwwwwwww hun I'm sooooooo sorry. U no where I am OK I'm here to listen,all you got to do is message OK xxxxx
     
  7. I was only 14 when I had my two girls and one was still born I still haven't gotten over it especially when my daughter asks is that sissie when she sees her pics it's heartbreaking
     
  8. So I know the pain is unbearable but turn to god and keep ur faith in him he will help u through it
     
  9. 14? Omaigawsh... Whats happening with the world..? :roll:
     
  10. Yea i know and thats all i been doing. . I just miss them so much. .im so scared
     
  11. Stay strong ik u will be able to make it through this I'm always available to txt just MSG me n we can talk
     
  12. Ricky pm me
     
  13. You are loved. <3
     
  14. chin up lara! you got to stay strong and keep your head held high ~ im always here if you need to talk, just message me whenever and i'll listen! kisses<3
     
  15. I know words will not help with your pain but I would like to offer them anyway. I myself have 3 kids and couldn't imagine the pain and helplessness you must feel. Even though I do not know you I am truly sorry for your loss and wish you the best in the future.
     
  16. Hunnee, I'm not a religious person but I believe you will get to see your babies again. I know your pain..i have been through what you have two times. You will get through this. Don't ever blame yourself. You have family and many friends who love and care for you. I'm always going to be there if you need me. since i lost my second baby i live by the following: The sun rises for a reason and settles for a reason it's so were can move on from our past and live for the future. Love you Sweety xxxxxxx
     
  17. I am sorry for your loss, but this seems kinda inapropiate for forums...

    I'd advise telling a few close friends, not the whole of forums. It occasionally makes people believe you are attention seeking.

    Although I'm young myself and do not know much about parenting, I'm here if you want to talk/ need cheering up, etc.
     
  18. Magical, I'm not having a go at you but please be respectful to Lara. I hope you may never go through this cause I feel Lara's pain. Talking about it is part of the HEALING process. Thank you for understanding.
     
  19. I agree with Rani. Its a game forum. .-.