Chapter 1 You think you know me? You don't so don't try and see my pain. I was only 5 when my grannie died of cancer and when i was 6 papa died to. With so many deaths i couldn't cope... It started when i was 8 this stranger kept coming to my house he would stay outside and he wouldn't leave till daddy got home he did this for a month at least. Then one day he broke down our door and I hid under the table cloth he went upstairs and i heard mommy scream and her screams got louder then there was a 'BANG'. He came downstairs and left the house when he was gone i went upstairs and saw mommy laying there with her eyes open. She wasn't breathing i held her head begging her to wake up. When daddy got home he started crying he picked me up and said "Mommy is dead, Riley it will be okay". I started crying and right then and there I knew it was not gonna be ok.