Now this is based on my true life, haters, just get the fuck out already. You don't need to be here, loser. My story.. (THIS IS NOT A FAN FIC) Everyday I think- "Why do I deserve all these? What have I really done wrong?" Let me introduce myself.. My name is Jen. I'm one of those.. Who you might call the emo-girls. Well now I don't care! I have always hid inside my shell, hiding my true personality, trying to fit in the crowd! But they don't care! They pretend like I'm INVISIBLE, like I'm one pathetic loser! I'm a real lovatic, Demi is a real inspiration. If you hate Demi then fuck you. Just fuck you. Think about all those things she went through- cutting and rehab, and yet after that she still produces great songs like 'Skyscraper' and 'Give Your Heart a Break'. In Skyscraper she tells her haters that she will be strong, she will be tough. I am a cutter and I listen to extremely depressing songs everyday, well I'm not really girly. I'm more of a tomboy. I like to ride skateboards, and I wear slacky clothes when I go out. I'm not bullied but l hate to fight for people to pay some attention. I'm not an attention seeker, I want to have some genuine friends! Sometimes I crack jokes that make people laugh but after that they still don't notice me, why?! Why? I used to have some friends, but one died from a car accident. Maria Kate Weghley R.I.P you are dearly missed by the whole school and the teachers. 1998~2012. You're one of the true friends I ever had. Thank you for being there for me.. Heaven, gaining all the angels. Why don't hell take away all the devils?! Emily Wynn, you moved school.. c: I wish you are still here with me, fighting all the loneliness. With you I never feel lonely.. They ignore me for how I am more of a tomboyish girl and not like the 99.9% of the girls in my school, all girlie girlie, interested in fashion, make-up, shoes, bags whatever! Complete bullshit. Something just happened to me but I won't say it here.. It'll set me off crying, but I really made this thread and it helped me feel better. I have cut, yes, with a knife but nobody ever found out. Because they don't know I'm there. If they notice me i'm just a third wheel. Holy god, how do I have to be noticed.. How can I make friends, regardless of my interests.. ~Jen
Fanfict Honestly, idk why you posted this. I really dont. Just remember youre not the only one feeling like this. Trust me, alot more people is going through worse situation than yours.