Forget this, I'm so depressed that I'm gonna write a story about it, I don't care how terrible it is and who does or does not like it. -6 months ago- "Rhyan your an ugly piece of shit that no one like, just go away and find someone who actually cares about you" said stranger 1. "Rhyan you have no friends, why do you even bother living no more, go kill yourself." Said stranger 2. I decided to overdoes 3 times over 3 days but none of them were effective enough to actually kill me, I mean the third time sent me to hospital but it wasn't good enough as it didn't kill me. I then decided to start self harming, which I did for two weeks which filled my legs and arms up with scars but still wasn't effective enough to kill me. Some of you may think, why would he do this? Well firstly there wasn't a day that went by without me going to school not being taken the mick out off. Secondly everytime I went home, I was abused by my parents for there amusement protecting my brothers and sisters getting hurt. These are 2 valid reasons why I tried to commit suicide. -Present time- I still self harm but still wish that I died 6 months ago because I still get abused and still get bullied both verbally and physically at school. If anyone says that they know what my life is like, they have no idea.
Also I didn't mention the fact that I have overdosed 12 times which has ruined my liver and they said I can't take much of the medication anymore
I have some tips: -Find 2 people to talk to (1 female, 1 Male) -Ask another family member (Maybe a grandparent) to pick you up and let you stay overnight but don't tell your parents because if that family member shows up unexpected, they cant do anything -I know that you don't want to, but you have to tell police about it. Because what happens when you graduate and move out? Your parents will abuse your younger siblings. So tell authorities so that way they can get you to a better home, a better school, and a better life for you and your siblings. -If you ever get the thought of suicide again, remember: Your siblings look up to you as a strong hero and if you leave them, they'll be devastated. Good Luck and I Hope That Things Will Get Better!
But it's not that easy, if I call the police then we go to social services and risk getting split up.
i really care about ive gone thru what ur going thru i stopped cutting because i got support by my friends who took me to a consular to this day i still cut myself but a little i suggest u go visit a consular for ur cutting and call the police on ur parents for domestic violence and child abuse
I don't know but I've fallen for lily on this stupid game and lost her for no reason I've fallen for Sam on this stupid game and lost her because of a few things I've fallen for Ben on here and I got rejected I just can't be happy can I?
Life aint suppose to be a lollipop dude. It ain't suppose to be sweet, sometime life hurts like a witch!!! u gotta be like an architect and build your own happiness. NOW GO ON MAH BOY!!! build YA HAPPINESS!! And if ya happy days are destroyed once more! RE-BUILD THEM!! Damn, I'm deep.
6 months? That ain't crap. People go on being miserable for years!!! Someone is always going through worse crap in this world. Blah, blah