I realize some of you respect me, despise or don't even know me. The main purpose of this thread is to apologize for my wrongs but also address something I will be working on from tonight throughout my time on PIMD. Now, I'm not gonna sugar coat this..., I've been a selfish attention seeking hypocritical drama queen.... Yes.... I admit it. I have realized this.... And I don't like it one bit anymore. I'm sick of all the drama.... I honestly am. I'm sorry for all the drama, lying, Being a selfish bitch , attention seeking, backstabbing and just everything I've ever done wrong. I'm sorry to those who I've backstabbed, lied to, caused drama for, and anything else I've ever done. I'm sorry to anyone whose feelings I've ever hurt. I truly am sorry and no one has to forgive me.... But I'd like to move on from all this. Lately, I've been thinking about all the mistakes I've done.... And I realize I can't take them back.... But apologizing is the mature thing to do. It takes guts to admit your wrongs on a public forum you actually do feel sorry for the wrongs you have done and even work on yourself as a person. Yes, I'm growing up... And no shape or form are my wrongs right at all. Honestly, this has thought me that I want the old me back. The Meggy who isn't selfish, who cares about others, who tells the truth regardless how hard it is, who is mature, the one who helped others and stood up for what is right. The Meggy who ignores drama and doesn't start it, who didn't backstab her friends because she made a stupid decision, the one who was truthful and honest, the one who would tell jokes and give advice to others who asked for it. That's the Meggy I want and that requires time... But, it's worth it and I wouldn't be changing because people want me to. ?it's my choice to change myself for the better..... And I'm actually sticking to it unlike my Closure thread. With all that said, this isn't a hate threat about myself... Regardless how much I insulted myself. ️Done with drama, and ignoring all those who try to get under my skin. I'm 240% done with causing drama... ️ ️Meagan aka Meggy
Yes, my closure thread.... I didn't stick to my own words ️And I realized I really need change for the better for myself and I'm sticking these words.
Meggy.u shouldn't apologize for your personality. ..this is people who wouldn't attend your funeral.do not kiss no ass. You feel what u feel n you are entitled to say it. They can go throw their phones in the toliet but its your voice. Dont bite for NOBODY. Say whatever u like. Cuz none of these people are financing you. Or feeding you. No apology thread next time. Or ill spank you ?
?that's not my personality though..... And I'm kissing no ones ass in this. I wrote this on my free will because I realized I needed to change not because of others..... But for me and me only. And I only apologized for my wrong doings which I felt were wrong.