Im sad Hate how I depend on my parents Hate how when I think about these things I cry I hate how driving scares me to death I hate how I can't fall asleep at night Im sad ;-; I hate how no one else understands me I hate how so few things make me happy Anime Video games Books Movies I don't think they actually make me happy now that I think about it Just distract me from my depression and sadness and how hopeless I am Im still sad. I don't think it's gonna change for awhile. But it's not like I'm suicidal. My tears really hurt my eyes I think listening to music makes it worse sometimes because I start thinking about life when I listen to music Im sad :c I just want to disappear.
I don't have money for that though. And my father is about ready to Kick me out so there's no chance he would pay for it
And it's actually easy to do, just be a pleasant person lol. No one wants to be depressed and we all know misery loves company. Cheer up and make some friends.
That's what I'm doing right now. Well i locked myself in my car and I'm crying but yeah same difference
Keep your chin up, no matter how hard things get always look to the positive and use that positivity to get you through the problems you have
I have to make the kitchen spotless before my father gets home or my phone is being sold which is my only tool for trying to fix myself
You sound like you're too young to be playing. ? Tell your parents you're depressed and you want to speak to a doctor.
I'm 19 and I don't really think anyone can help but apparently telling people about these things helps. So maybe someone here has been through the same thing that could help idk I'm also trying out some depression forums. I forgot to take my anxiety meds and thyroid meds today.
Wait, is that a common thing? Being 19 and a parent being able to confiscate your property? ? I had my first phone at 16, an old Nokia I worked my butt off for at maccas.