So hey guys... Some of you know me, some of you don't. Anyways I just wanted to say goodbye. I actually have meet a lot of good people on here... And I will miss that. But it seems like there are a lot more good people then bad lately and I just can't take it... So I'm leaving... And I don't just mean PIMD. I'm so tired of waking up every morning in pain then just having it get worse as the day goes on. It is exhausting... As for why... Well... Hmm. I've been cutting myself for quite a few years now and made some actual attempts but never went through with it. When i was younger i was sexually abused by both my uncle and my grandfather. My parents, the people that were suppose to protect me just looked the other way because they didnt want to "deal" with it. Then a boy I trusted dearly hurt me in the same way. That changed me forever. I never thought I would ever be able to love or trust someone again... But I was wrong. I fell completely in love with you. It happened so fast I didn't know what hit me. I loved checking my phone and seeing a message from you on facebook. It made my heart just soar that there was someone out there that cared about me. My school... Is hell. I don't talk much... But that doesn't stop people from hating me. I've gotten pushed up against so many lockers and kicked and slapped too many times to count... I never really understood why. I couldn't walk down the hallway without getting called a skànk or whôre or something worse. All because I told the cops what he did to me. They said I was probably asking for it. I hadn't even kisses a guy before that night. Anyways... For those who were there for me and still cared until the end, thank you. For everyone else... I just hope you are happy
*bows head* I'm not going to pretend that I like you but I do feel truly sorry for all that has happened to you I'm sorry we couldn't get to know each other well enough
I'm sorry for all the suffering you've been through, and the hell you've indured but I do urge for you to rethink. I did try to leave the world, and when I woke up in hospital and saw the faces of the people that knew and the pain I had just put them though I knew I wouldn't ever do it again, no matter what was happening. There is always someone that's cares for you, whether you believe that or not. But I can't stop you and neither can I force you not to so it is your choice, but it isn't a wise one. -
He does have a point you can never undo anything. If you think it's right. It might not. You should think all options. Apoc also would might kill himself if u do
Is it just me that sees the underlying suicide note in this? Errrmm, aren't you guys, her dear friends, gunna convince her not to? All I see are "" Emojis.