Alright. So, I know I made a thread like this on my other account but I wish to make one here again. Because I have just gotten worse. I have had over 15 deaths in my friends family or pets. I have been bullied for several years now My parents are divorced and I don't see my father a lot I have been physically sick and well as mentally sick for about 3 months now I was physically bullied now. Slapped across my face I was nearly raped (though I do not want to go into detail about it) My mother sees that I am in trouble of ending it and does nothing (I know I'm stupid for it) I fell in love with a wonderful guy here. He meant so much to me and made me truly happy. And then he cheated on me. And lied to me about why he was breaking up with me. I have a friend and he has depression just like I. And I try to help him but he started telling me I am unable to help. And that hurts me to think I am incapable of helping someone who is just like me. I want to talk to my rl friends about this but they will think I am trying to say that they have no pain which I no darn right isn't true. So I know trolls will come but hey, troll away. I would say I hate you trolls but to hate you have to care to a certain degree. And I just don't care.