So there she is... Sierra. I haven't been able to get over her since freshman year. Now it's been two years. It's July. I'm headed to work again. Work is slow. But then I hear a familiar voice. "Hi can I have three grande Carmel frappés?" It's her, Sierra. I stammer then say "Yeah sure" she flashes me a smile and says "Thanks Brandon" I start to make her drink. I look over and she's talking with her friends and laughing. God I love that laugh. I hop over the table and bring them their drinks. "Wow, full service?" haha just for you ladies. I flash them a smile and they all smile back. Next thing I know is that I'm being yelled at for flirting. Thanks boss. Weeks pass. Then I get a flashback to Sierra. That's when I knew I'm falling head over heels for her. I don't have the courage to text her... I use a text free app and boom. That's how the lies started.
I said my name was James..she was dating someone and I said I was too. We talked as if we were best friends. She thought I lived in Cali And she lived in Illinois. 2009.4 miles apart. Now, here I am. Already falling in love with her all over again. She breaks up with her boyfriend after she realizes he's a douchebag...then starts falling for me. It's what I wanted, but it still didn't feel right. I tell her I'm falling for her. She tells me it's unbelievable that we met. I made a 2009 miles away video on YouTube. Views upon views then it struck on my Facebook live feed..She messages me "Brandon! Hey whos your video on youtube about?". I get nervous then log off. Three weeks and six days pass of talking everyday nonstop. One day, I check the app. I see a text from her.. Those words are on the screen. BUMP BUMP if ya want it!!!
"Please don't leave me". I stare at the text for a good one hour. Here I am. A liar. I texted I love you... But what I actually sent was "I promise I won't". Today was our 4 week of talking, I originally planned to tell her that I couldn't lie anymore. Then. After I sent that text, she said "I'm speechless. All I can really say is I love you and one day I want to meet you and we could be together. Don't say I love you back! When you're ready, that's when I want you to say it" At that point, I couldn't tell her it was all fake. Sierra was falling head overheels for me. Here I am, lying about who I am. BUMP IT UP!!!