Let me tell you something about this man. I’m falling in love with this boy. I love the way he say my name. I love the way he blinks his eyes, I love it when he smiles. I love his voice. I love how he can make me smile so effortlessly. I love the way he walks, I love how he plays the strings of his guitar. I love his flaws and imperfections, I love his dark side when he doesn’t know where to go. I love how i see the other side of him. I love all the things he hates about himself. He hates rain, he’s not amazing at anything but he’s just okay at everything. He’s a broken mirror, that’s really hard to fix, but despite of being broken i still see the light in him. He doesn’t want to explain his side because he thinks that’s just pointless. Often times he’s sad, there are times when he just want to shut the world out and ignore everyone because he just want to sit in silence. He’s complicated and really hard to guess what’s on his mind. He’s a total different. He’s not just a normal guy who cries when he can no longer handle it, curse when he can no longer explain his feelings. He’s no pretender. What you see is what you get, but i can’t compare him to anybody else. He’s just great. He’s a walking contradiction, but he is everything i’ve ever wanted. I don’t mind spending my lifetime with him to have his bad days, his grumpy days, his “i need space” days, his love days, his moody days, his laughing days, his crazy days and his happy days, because he’s everything i’ve ever wanted and i wouldn’t trade him for everything in this world. You see there’s nothing special about hm, but but as soon as you look into his eyes, you’ll see his soul and that’s the time you’ll realize that’s he’s really something that you want to get to know him for the rest of your life. But there’s just one problem, he doesn’t know that i exist. I mean he knows my name but he doesn’t know about me. When he looks at me, I don’t know if he sees my soul. I don’t even know he will look at me the way i look at him. I’m not his world nor will I ever be. I thought loving someone is not really hard as long as you can feel the butterflies in my stomach, as long as he can make you smile. But i never thought that having this strong feeling towards someone who doesn’t feel the same can hurt you. I hope one day he’ll feel the same, and i hope when that day comes i’m not tired yet. He’s the one and i don’t think i can find someone like him.
Didn't read most of it. But if you can't find a man like him, you could always find a man who will notice you and like you. Unless this is a copy/paste of a song ?
Had the same experience, come to find out, he didn't think I would want to be more than friends. We were kind of in opposite circles to put it as simply as possible. Once a mutual friend told him to try, things took off. We are now married 6 years, together 8, and have two mischievous daughters that test our sanity. Never give up hope. Just remember if you both stay in your corners, nothing will happen. Should this not happen the best way possible and you find out he's not into you. Own your pain, feel it, and realize that there's still that one person out there that will never make you feel this way and make you forget you ever have. Best of luck.
Doesn't feel like a song 0.0 but if it is... My above comment still serves for those who need it :lol:
I say this because we had a "couple" in club talking about being pregnant, we were all excited for them. Then they miscarried. Some of us have been through that so reached out. Then suddenly they are pregnant with another baby.... And that's when they FINALLY admitted they were not together and it was all RP. Needless to say they are no longer here, and last I saw aren't together anymore. Wonder who "got the dog"... But op if this is a serious post, just try talking to the guy. Make him notice you.