I slice and slash and let flow free but it doesnt help i wanna rip my heart let the blood pump unto floor and will it to pump out more and more. my parents get worried about what i do they dont understand what im going through when they try to stop me i just want them to know what i fell, to walk in my shoes for a day or 2. then witness how much they would cut. if you feel like me then just try and beleive it will get better but it never will so stop kidding yourself. it will only make it worse.