You remind me of a bum on the street. Bum: Change? Spare change? But the PimD version.. PimD bum: Volley me? Buy me a club..? Gift me?
If you can't buy it yourself then you're not ready to own one...my opinion. Btw some people really have to learn the difference between needing and want.
Lots of great reasons here for you to work to buy a club yourself. I would like to encourage you, though to find a club that will help you grow instead. Because owning a club isn't all that fun. I wanna know why you want to own a club in the first place?