@Inhaler @Asthmatic

I love you more than anything, Bee and I always put you first, even before myself. I've proven that countless times and I need you. I started feeling like you were my better half from those days when we used to Snap each other and never leave the chat. We prioritized each other. We gave each attention and respect and had a mutual understanding, even if I didn't admit that I loved you when you first told me you loved me. I miss the day you let me keep you up to 4am. We were otp for like what? 7 hours? 7 hours, getting to know each other, talking about nothing. That was the first time I saw how you felt about me cause of your story. When we got closer, I felt like you were a blessing from God. What's not to like about you? Your appearance is impeccably gorgeous, your personality is just as lovely as you are and you have the cutest laugh and the sweetest voice I ever heard. You make me happy. I felt so dead inside, before I met you. I wasn't even looking for a relationship, but you make me want to propose... and frankly... I wasn't ready to be an adult. It's not easy learning how to be a man, but because of you I've been changing. I've been learning to not be so childish, to listen and try to look at things from a different person's point of view. I fell in love with you. Your smile made me smile even when I had bad days at work. You could tell when something was wrong with me like I can tell when something's wrong with you. You're the only woman I've introduced to my moms cause when I see you, I'm planning on proposing. The ring we looked at cost what? $895? I wouldn't even hesitate to get it for you just to get down on one knee and put it on your finger. I want to make you the happiest woman in the world. It's never my intention to make you mad. I love you. I don't even talk to any females cause that's what you want. I literally unadded every female off my friend's list that day. I spoil you like a princess and you get things for me too. It's never been one sided with you. I love that about you, how you can give and not ask for anything in return, that's why I always do the same for you. I found myself getting in my feelings over you, that's when I knew I cared and it's crazy cause I usually brush things like this off in past relationships. We met via me trolling in pub and maybe you felt like I'd meet a different female that way? Idk, but I started only trolling men in pub cause I was unsure and so my other alt is still silenced... I'm not the best candidate for you, there's so much better than me, but you still chose me. You see something different in me. You see my determination and how I'm ready to give you my all. I feel like, I wait too late sometimes to show you that I'm serious about you. I'm tryna take care of you. It's why I save up my money and why I'm finna start my other job. I told you I want something with you. I can build with you and we both bring a lot to the table. I can tell you in full vivid detail why I love you and all the things I love about you. I can go on and on and you know this. I just want you to take some time to calm down. I know you better than your friends do. I know you better than I know myself at this point. Cause I don't know who I am rn. I feel like a square from one of those romance movies you like so much.

I recall you telling me and I quote you on this, "you can always hmu if you need me or anything, I still got you always and forever." And damn, that sh it made me smile, lmao. I was mad happy that day, but today, I'll say it to you in my own words, " you can always hmu if you need me or if you just want to talk or for advice. I still got you always and forever as well, I love you, unconditionally."

 

I'm not tryna harass her, I'm sorry if it seems that way. I have no other options

 

Requesting lock. I hope you see my efforts

 

Cool @Day you don't like me anyways cause of my comments towards your rs

 

Can't. You know me, just on my other alts.

 

I'm Jacob by the way. I know you wouldn't have posted this if you knew it was me

 

Do I seem like I know what I'm doing? My past relationships weren't serious and I wasn't serious. This was serious, something I never had before. I don't know the way, I don't know what to do so I'm trying to reach out this way.

 

Crazy right? You'd never expect me to be hurt or for me to go out my way, right? So let me prove that's it me cause she needs to at least hear out my final pleas

 

I told her the same thing. I just don't understand. People create alts all the time to try to ruin things. I told her this and now I have to still deal with it.

 

I'm the guy from pub. The one who posted, "Cracker Squad" and your rs silenced me.