I am sitting few meters away from where Byun BaekHyun is eating. Oh my gosh. How can he be so hot when he's simply eating like normal people does? I grabbed my camera and secretly took pictures of him then a crew walked past the table where I am. "Chogiyo." I mumbled, he went near me and I whispered. "Can you give me the chopsticks that guy," I pointed BaekHyun, "is using?" "Waeyo?" He asked. I smiled at him, "Just give it to me, okay? Don't you dare wash it." I took my wallet out of my bag and handed him 50,000 won together with a zip lock plastic bag, "Put it in here. " He left after that while I started to watch him again. I'm going to make you mine, Byun BaekHyun. I was smiling like a crazy girl while watching him. I was waiting for him to look at my direction but he didn't. It made me sad for a few moments but not until I got his chopsticks. Yay! Another BaekHyun chopsticks! I grabbed my bag and hurriedly went to my car to follow their car. Of course, I stayed few meters away from it. They shouldn't know about me or else, it's doomsday for me and for my love story. I took pictures of him as he went inside their dorm. I've been here many times before, I even saw Elle of 3cks coming out of their dorm. Even before when she's not yet a Kpop Idol, that's why it didn't shock me when I heard about her relationship with Tao. I was expecting it. I can usually see her walking out with Tao, countless times before. But I didn't care about them, that was their lives so I'm out of it. All I want to care about is BaekHyun and how will we end up together. I looked at my watch, 12:36 am. I don't think BaekHyun will still go out of their dorm this late. Hmm. I guess it's time to go home. Jaljayo, yeobo. -- Gosh, I thought I was late. I immediately got off my car and brought my bag with me. I was half running not until I pulled her arm, "Chogiyo." She seemed pissed at me but I don't care, "What do you need?" She looked at me wierdly. Well, who wouldn't? I was wearing a thick black longsleeves, black gloves, black facemask and a sunglass. I swallowed air and gave her a warm smile, "I heard EXO will have a press con here, later?" "Can you go straight to the point? D'you know that I'm busy?" She said rolling her eyes on me. The hell I care about your life! I took a deep breath and spoke, "Give me a press pass for the press con." Her eyes widened, "And why will I give you that?" She's wasting my time, "Because I want you to give me that." She laughed like I'm crazy, "Do you think it's as easy as one, two, three?" I bit my lip. Gosh. Don't push me to my limits, "Yes. Give me the d-mn press pass now." I heard her say 'Tsk.', "You're crazy, you should go home now. You're wasting my time." She was about to leave when I pulled her again, this time full force. "You're the one who's wasting my time." "I will never give you the press pass." She said like nothing can change her mind. I grinned at her and looked around, I turned my back on her. She's not doing it right. I slowly took my gun out of my bag and turned to her again, "Hell, yeah. It's easy as one, two, three." "Don't play games with me, Miss." She said wide eyed. I can see her eyes trembling. "You don't play games with someone like me. Now give me the pass because I'm gonna be f-cking late." I reached my boiling point. If she just gave me the pass earlier, it could've been better. She looked around, "Someone will hear that gun if you'll kill me." Pretending to be brave, eh? I shook my head in disbelief, "Can't you see the silencer? And I'm not stupid enough not to check this place before I do things like this. There's no CCTV camera in this area. No one uses this door except you." She was about to shout when I inserted the gun inside her mouth, "Now, shout." She was crying, that drama won't work with me. "Good girl. Where's the pass?" She shakily handed me the pass from her pocket, I smiled in victory. "If someone knows about this, get ready to die. D'you understand?" I said with my gun still in her mouth. Gladly, she nodded. I patted her head, "Good girl." I mouthed then inserted a few cash in her pocket. I hopped in my car and drove into the parking lot. I ran my way to the press con hall with my camera on my hand and the press pass pinned on my blouse. Good thing, there's still a seat in the front row. I didn't think twice and sat on it, I looked to my side and saw FlashLight Eoni sitting beside me. How a great catch. -_- She smiled at me and I smiled back. This is exciting. The most popular fansite master-nim and the best sasaeng of Byun BaekHyun sitting side by side. Well, I can't let her know that I'm a sasaeng, that's boring. She'll hate me while I'll just ignore her, it's better this way. A few minutes later a staff looked for the press pass, FlashLight showed her pass. Ugh. How can she get that, huh? While I have to scare someone first before I can have it. I showed mine to the staff and smiled, nervousness can't be seen on my face. I've done this so many times before so I already know the way things play. The staff gave me back the pass and turned to the others, they discovered 3 sasaengs at the back. I looked back to see them. Aww. You should be as great as me, dongsaengs. Maybe they're just a low class sasaengs who'll hurt EXO and bash them once they got kicked out of the fandom. I pity them and despise them as the same time, I don't want to see my boys hurt. Yes, I'm a sasaeng fan but I don't have any plan of hurting them. I just invade their privacy and yeah, collect things they used specially BaekHyun's. Even, I, myself don't know what things can I do for them. But yeah, I don't give a d-mn. I just need BaekHyun and life's perfect. ---
Attention: for those who don't know the meaning of sasaeng fan, they are fans who invades the privacy of the artists or the idol
Flashback -- "What?!" I shouted as I saw the news. Kris is leaving EXO? Omona! Waeyo? I read the whole article and I think this is SM's fault. What do you think? Hmm. I went to SM's building and waited there with the other fans. What the hell is happening? "Do you wanna go in?" A sasaeng chingu asked. I just looked at them, "I don't think so. I don't want to hurt anyone right now, I just want to sit in the corner and cry." She hit my arm, "Crying won't help!" "Ah!" I shouted while rubbing my left arm she just hit, "Killing him won't too!" "Fine!" She gave up. We just stood there in front of SM until night came, it was already late and I saw Zhang YiXing coming out of the building. He was wearing a facemask. His manager opened the car's door for him but he continued walking, "Lay, go inside the car!" I touched my pistol at the back side of my pants, hiding under my leather jacket. Hurt Lay, and you'll die right now. I looked at Lay Oppa, he didn't reply and didn't bother looking at his manager. "YiXing!" Their manager yelled his name once more. "NO!" YiXing shouted back and walked away. Woah! Something is really happening right now. Our angel just shouted. He sounds disappointed and hurt. This is something serious. Sht. This is not the usual Lay that I've seen before. I looked at my sasaeng chingu, looks like she knows what I'm thinking. I'm wishing for one more sign before entering the building. I looked around and saw my co-fans crying, they look lost. I don't want to see everyone like this. It's too painful to watch this happen. It was 12 midnight but Huang Zi Tao is still inside the building. Their practice room's lights are opened, he must be there. I won't go home as long as he's here. We were surprised when we saw Tao opening the window, he looks tired. He just opened it and walked away after. The girls right here cried harder, gosh. Of all fandom, why does it have to be ours? We're too young for this, it's too early for this. I felt numb when I heard him sing, this is too much to bear. He's the closest to Kris, I can't imagine how bad he feels right now. I can't take this anymore. I wore my hood and facemask on. I'm going inside. I felt my chingu pull my hand and I looked at her, "No one can stop me." My anger right now is unexplainable, I don't even know what I'm capable to do with this feeling. I do have this feeling that I'll kill someone right now. No one gets to hurt the family I have. No one gets to take someone I love away from me again. I went to SM's backdoor, I looked around if someone's watching. I have to be alert, or else I'll end up in jail. I entered their password. How did I know? I did it my way. I was able to enter the building, looks like almost of their employees are all home. I smirked, I'll make it. I avoided every area that has CCTV. Well, the whole building was covered with cameras, but I'm not that scared to be seen. I went straightly to his office, "Who are you?!" He shouted when he saw me entering. I gave him a lopsided grin even if though he won't see it because of the facemask. "Someone you keep on hurting." I came closer to him, I grabbed the gun from my back and pointed at him, "Shout and your blood will be all over your lovely office." He looked frightened, his lips are shaking. Good job, SeoRa. I grabbed his jaw and tightened my grip on it, I pointed the gun on his temple, letting it touch his head. "Don't you dare move." I whispered, good thing he obeyed. I slapped his face eight times, hard. I just spelled 'Wu Yi Fan' to him. "Delete all the CCTV footages today, I don't care if you sue me. If you think you're rich, I'm richer." I said before leaving. End of Flashback -- I keep taking pictures of Baekhyun but this f-ckin' guy isn't looking at me, there are times that I thought he was exactly looking at me but I thought wrong, he was looking at FlashLight. What the hell is wrong with him? I'm here too! I frowned, and started thinking om how to distract this girl. But hell, she's used to ignore people talkong to her when she's taking pictures. I kicked the chair where she's standing, she almost fell but I held her hand, "Gwaenchanayo?" I asked. I noticed that Byun BaekHyun looked here when sue was about to fall. I have to be the heroine here, he'll look at me for sure. FlashLight smiled at me, "Komawo." She thanked and resumed taking her fcking pics again. I held my newest DSLR and focused on Baekhyun, hr he glanced at me and smiled. Fck. My first picture of Byun BaekHyun smiling and straightly focused on my lens. I made a mental note of hurting FlashLight and help her after to make Baekhyun look at me. You're such a genius, SoRa. Dmn. I can't believe this. Seriously? Did he really look at me? But, still. There's this fact that he just looked at me because of FlashLight. The hell. What's her real name? I can't stand calling her FlashLight, I feel stupid. Does Baekhyun know her? I want to know if he likes her. Dmn. I just want to hurt this girl right now. No, I'll make Baekhyun mine and mine alone. No FlashLight, no any other girls. JUST ME. --
That moment when you're so into Hallyu that you understand what she's saying and who BaekHyun is, and you're a fan xD WOO BAEKHYUN. But I'm a fan of his relationship with Kim Taeyeon
She IS that kind of sasaeng. -- I was lying on my bed thinking of ways how to make him mine. All these years, that's what I ever wanted and I think it's the right time to make it happen. He's in the salon right now. How did I know? I've put a navigator on his phone. It's the tiniest and most expensive navigator in this world and there's only 7 of it. I thought of a very good plan. I smirked and decided to stand up. It's time to make my dreams come true. I grabbed my car keys on the side table and drove away. I looked at my car's monitor and saw that Baekhyun's walking around Seoul. Have a great time, yeobo. I just wish he'll enter a coffee shop, that's what I need. Luckily, he did. I got off my car and went inside to buy him a cup of coffee, I added a sleeping pill and let it solute with the coffee. I came closer to his table and smiled at him, "Annyeong, Oppa." He smiled back at me but he didn't say a thing, I placed the cup on the table. "Please, do accept this." His face is really covered, he's wearing a hoodie and a facemask on. Maybe he didn't want to speak because he doesn't want to attract attention. And of course, as an idol, he has to be kind so he accepted the coffee. "Don't expect me to leave unless you take a sip, Oppa." Come on, just one sip. He just smiled, again. Stop making me fall, Byun BaekHyun, because it's working. He lifted the cup and my lips parted a bit as I anticipate for him to take a sip. He slowly opened his mouth and I can see the coffee flowing from the cup to his mouth. How much I would love to taste that lips. I smiled like I won the lottery. If I'm not careful being caught, I might be jumping right now. Thanks to my stilettos, that made me think twice about jumping. I watched as his adam's apple moved up and down. Mission success, I thought. He slowly put the cup back on the table, I grabbed it and said, "Kamsahamnida, Baekhyunie." I grabbed the cup and threw the coffee in the trash bin. I slid the cup inside a zip locked bag and went straight to the counter to pay for it. The cashier was looking at me like I did a crime. Well, who would like to take home a cup from a coffee shop? Of course, a sasaeng like me. Byun BaekHyun used it so I should pay for it to add it in my collection. After paying, I walked back to Baekhyun's place and saw that his eyes seemed sleepy. I offered him my hand, but he didn't take it. I just stood beside him for few more minutes until he was no longer conscious, I helped him stand up and wrapped his arm on my shoulder. I am just glad that no one noticed hin or I'll be dead. Oh! I forgot, I am his fearless sasaeng. I opened the door of my car and let him sit on the back seat. He was sleeping already. What a nice day. I squealed in joy, thinking of what's going to happen laterrrrrr. When we got to my place, I carried him to the bedroom and cuffed his both hands. I tied it just above his head. Aww. Cutie patootie, Baekhyunie. I slightly pinched his cheeks, scared to wake him up. I just want to borrow him for a while. I grabbed a chair from the kitchen and placed it in front of the bed. Waaah. Why does he have such a perfect face? I removed my stilettos and changed my clothes inside the room. He can't see anyway, he's sleeping like a dead log. I can even hear his snores that sends shivers down my spine. I sat on the chair again, staring at this wonderful guy. When can I have you? I asked myself. Nah. You'll be mine tomorrow, wait. You were mine right from the start and you'll know it by tomorrow. I stood up again and searched for my phone. When I found it, I sat on the bed and started taking pictures of him, then I remembered my DSLR. I went outside the bedroom and headed to the living room to get my camera, I ran back to him. I adjusted the lens and took many pictures of him, in different angles. I'm going to print this out later and post it on the walls. I came closer to him for a better view when I saw his lips a bit parted due to snoring. His snores are perfectly sexy. I bit my lip and continued taking pictures but I couldn't help but stare at those lips. Those irresistible lips. Cherry like lips. The lips that sings like an angel. The lips of this angel in front of me. The lips that I adore. That lips that I could ever wish for. I groaned and placed my camera on the side table. I moved away from him. Dmn. This is bad. I'm getting worse. I think I really need to stop. I paced back and forth but then I heard him snoring again, fck. No matter how hard I fight myself back, I still found my self sitting next to him. I grabbed his nape and kissed him. It was just a smack but I felt a different kind of electricity inside my body. A kind of electricity I'd be willing to feel for the resy of my life. His lips were soft. Dmn. I think this is the softest thing on Earth. This is the most precious thing in this world that only Byun BaekHyun has. I bit my lip again, but this time it's harder. But I can't stop myself for wanting more. The next thing I knew, I was kissing him torridly. Fck. I'm enjoying this. But my eyes flew open when I felt him kissing me back. ---
Story 4: Blackmailing I shrugged the feeling off and responded to his kisses. I didn't know he was this great in kissing. The kiss lasted for minutes, we moved away and gasped for air. "Who are you?" He asked, his voice is husky and he was quite panting. Sexy. I brushed the sweat on my forehead. That kiss was so intense. I looked at him and grinned, "You don't have to know." "Why am I here? Who are you? How did I get here? What am I doing here?" He asked and started shouting. It didn't matter since this place is soundproofed, but it was annoying! I pulled my gun from the back of my shorts and pointed at him, "Shut up!" "Who are you! Let me go!" He yelled, he was evem trying to get the cuffs off his hands that created another noise. I can feel my blood boiling up, "Shut the fck up!" I squeezed the barrel and pointed the gun on his head. "Create one more noise and your fcking blood will be all over the place!" He glared at me. Ohh. Stop the hate, Byun BaekHyun. I'm here to love you. "Nuguya?" He asked, his voice was calm but I know deep inside he wasn't. I gave him a peck on the lips, "One question, one kiss." I grinned at him, "Nam Sora, Nam Sora imnida." This is exciting! I've been waiting for this to happen. "What do you want from me?" I kissed him again, I wanted to kiss hin longer but he pulled away. "Feisty, huh?" I chuckled a bit. I started singing Love on Top, "Come on, baby it's you. You're the one I love, you're the one I need." Then I stopped and mumbled, "You." "Meet me tomorrow at the same cafe, Baekhyunie." I stated. I'll let him know my plans and everything I want to happen. He's still trying to get rid of the handcuffs and continued glaring at me. I bursted into laughter and showed him the keys, "Jagiya, you can't get away from me that easily." His jaw clenched. Right, just like a handsome prince protecting his princess. That's me, I am his princess. No one else but me. "I'm gonna bring this to court." He said. I just smirked at him, "I won't stop you but I'll warn you in advance that it's not going to work." His forehead creased, maybe he didn't understand what I just said. I lifted his chin and made him look at me, "My dad's the richest person in South Korea, money can do everything. My uncle is the prime minister, connections can be a big help." He looks so cute! I wanted to stop for a while but that would ruin the moment and the atmosphere itself. He must be so frustrated right now. I stepped back, "As I said, meet me at the cafe. 3 am, tomorrow. Don't make me wait because I see red when I'm bored." I threw daggers at him, "I'll do something bad if you don't come." Sorry, but I'm really desperate for you. "And what will you do?" He bravely asked. I sat on the chair and crossed my legs, "Choose. Byun BaekBeom? Your eomma? Your Appa?" I pouted because I seemed to forgot one person then I immediately grinned when I finally remembered, "How about Halmoni?" "Don't you dare touch my family!" He yelled. I can't believe that I can witness how Byun BaekHyun transform into a wolf, a wild wolf. How can you be this hot? "I won't, if you'll only follow everything I want." "What do you want me to do?!" I felt worried when I saw his wrists turning red because of the handcuffs. The smirk disappeared from my face and I became serious, I really want this to work. "Be my boyfriend." He was silent for a while then he bursted into laughter, "And you think I'll agree?" "If you won't then say goodbye to your family." I told him. "Fine!" He yelled. "Good boy." I kissed his lips. Dmn. I think this is illegal. Kissing this lips is addictive. I fished the key from my shorts' pocket and set him free from the handcuffs. "Hug me." I ordered. He just stared at me with no plans of following me. I pointed the gun to him once more, "Hug me." I repeated. Without hesitation, he hugged me. I smirked, I'm loving this. Looks like I made the right choice. I pulled his face towards mine and kissed his lips, my lips started moving but his didn't. "Kiss.. me.. back.." I said between my kisses. I felt his lips moving too. I let go of the gun and placed it on the bed. I guided his hands to my back then one of my hands held his nape while the other traveled to his hair. We were catching our breaths when I stood up and slid the gun in the back of my shorts, "Let's go, I'll take you home." He stood up and I removed the lipstick marks on his face. I smiled at him and entwined my fingers with his, then I pulled him outside and pushed him inside the car. We were silent as I drove our way to their dorm. "Did I scare you?" I asked trying to break the ice. I glance at him but he was just staring outside the window. Maybe I did. I turned the engine off when we reached the building. I gave him another peck on the lips before hopping outside to open his door. Kiss addict. He got off the car and mumbled, "Thank you." He started walking away without even glancing at me. "3 am on the same shop, Byun BaekHyun." I reminded but he didn't even answer. He was just walking away. I got annoyed so I pulled the gun from my shorts and called him, "Byun BaekHyun! "