Don't say something you'll regret. Ik I've said the same at one point, I had my reasons of course, just as you do.. Still though, she's the reason you're even here kid. Idk what your story is and what you through. I know for myself I've been through a lot and my mom could have prevented a lot and didn't.. Deep down I love her no matter what just as you do your mom. Maybe look at her point of view? If you guys have something gone maybe she's trying her best. No mother can possibly perfect so just help her through hard times when they arrive and you guys can get through it together. Just think.... If she were to die today, would you be saying what you just said? I know it's hard when you're angry, but you don't hate her