Lost my motivation and this is what I will shove all my feelings into. ;u; -------------------------------------- She blinked, wanting the tears to stop flowing out of her eyes like water from a jammed spigot. She sat up in bed, betrayed, hating and crying. She didn't take her mascara off, which had made her tears as black as the soul from Satan. Her eyes were blotchy from crying over 15 minutes, just about two hours. She couldn't move, not change all the depressing things she carried on her shoulders. Her hands held her shaking body still, filled with anger, and hatred. She rubbed her eyes, glancing at the clock. 12:30 A.M. She grabbed her phone of the nightstand and threw it at the wall....... -----
Triumphant! Now everone will see this when they look at your story! Unless they switch pages from the top..... I CONTROLLED YOUR BRAIN!
nice. ^w^ ---- The ghosts in the house watched as Chayse cried, holding her knife. They watched in amazement as the lyrics of the song controlled her. She brought it towards her heart, then away, her eyes still leaking. Her cries got louder, hearing the voices of the ghosts groan. Don't do it.... "B-But I have to!" she moaned. The voices whispered in her ear, the apparitions swirling in the air with the oxygen she breathed. She dropped the knife by the side of her bed, running her fingers through her blond hair, just below her shoulders. Her ivory and jade twisted eyes shut tight, crying softly,"Make it stop...." _______________________________ The next morning, she woke with dried tears on her face, and a sore jaw. She rubbed her lower mouth and grabbed the knife off the floor. She tossed it on the counter with complete carelessness. She walked into the bathroom, yawning. She looked at the mirror and rested her elbows on the side of the sink, thinking why she was thought as stupid, as if she wasn't ever going to find out a damn thing that happened while she was gone...... _______________________ ;u;
030 Dolphyyy ---------------- Girls POV Dear Diary, Thank to my Greek Gods and Goddesses it's saturday. No, wait. THANK GAIA! I'm a bit of a weird person, being me an all. But considered stupid? Are you kidding me? If you did something behind my back, did you seriously think I wouldn't find out? Did you seriously think that dumb blond shit works on me? Anyway, I hope you keep my secrets like you have, Love, C.L __________ She shut the diary cover, locking it. She sighed at the world and it's stupidity. She wondered the most weird things, and often found the answer to them. Are blondes really stupid? That's a question she would probably blow up on. She rubbed her eyes, drooping with depression as her beeped for taking a shower. After she got dressed, she was in a happier mood, and the sadness didn't sap as much energy as it did. __________________ Gaia, the Ghost POV Look, for as Long as Chayse has lived in MY HOUSE, she has never cried nor attempted death. Maybe she was possessed by somethin. You don't know her? Well, let me tell you a little about her.... Chayse Lester is now 19, and living with me and my other Ghostly gods and goddess's Greek family. Never attempted death or suicide, unless something went terribly wrong somewhere in her formula....
--------------- She wasn't fucking perfect, she knew that. But she didnt or wouldn't think her own FRIENDS would do this. THANTOS POV Gee, im really starting to hate the depression in the house. Chayse is never this unhappy.... What happened? What made her cry?...... ------------------- She looked at the knife, with a trickle of blood on it, then she looked at the clock. 6:30 A.M...... _________________ Chayse, do you believe in heaven?... "Course I do. Uranus is up there." Well, do you wanna go to heaven?.... "Course I do! But, when I die...that might not be too long from now...." Who did this to you?.... That did it. Chayse fell apart again, crying. Gaia wasn't planning on making her cry really.... Chayse! Don't cry baby doll! She wailed loudly, hitting her fist against the counter. Oh Jesus, now I have to figure this shit out....
just so you know.....Chayse is fighting against herself to go suicide.... ---------- Chayse's hand had a bruise by her knuckle and was extremely sore. She held herself, looking up at the clock. It's 7:00..... She still looked horrible, as if she was hit by a train. There was a small scab from the dried blood by her heart area on her chest. She cleaned it up, putting a band-aid on her puncture. She resumed the music,Love Like Woe. "It's better than nothing." her voice croaked.
------------ She broke up with her boyfriend, had been lied to and had enough. It's now Wendsday.... She came to school, looking like she was thrown out of hell. Her face was a mess, she couldn't focus, and her grades were dropping. "Hey Chayse?" "What the fuck do you-Oh...Jaden..." Jaden Gilmore, always strange and weird and just awkward, inside he cared for people.... "Chayse, whats wrong?" he asked, sitting by her during lunch, noticing she wasn't eating. "Nothing Jaden...." she answered, lifeless as a dead plant. Her eyes, starting to water again, he pulled her into a hug. "Where's Alida and Ari?" he asked, looking around the lunchroom. "I think they sat by Katie..." she mumbled within her sobs on Jaden's chest. Jaden stood up and dragged them both over to Chayse and whispered lowly to them. "Do any one of you two know why she's crying?" he said, glancing back at Chayse's lifeless soul. "Nuh-uh." Alida replied, glancing at her as well. Ari shook her head, rubbing her head. "I can't breathe...." Chayse said, grabbing Jaden's arm with horror in her own eyes... The horror of heartbreak......
Her heart was beating fast as she fell to the floor, hugging Jaden's leg. Jaden grabbed her forearm, dragging her to the nurse's office. He put her on the small cot, brushing her hair out of her face as her twitching got worse. Jaden whispered as the nurse brought out a small needle, and calmly spoke in her ear,"Shh Chayse...just sit still...." Her yelp in pain, scaring Jaden, she cried harder. "It hurts to lie here!" she wailed, scrambling. "Gilmore, please take her to room 724, she won't hurt anyone. Also, stay with her, just incase." the nurse said, tossing the needle in the bio-hazard bin. "Okay...." Jaden said, picking her up and holding her bridal style.
She soon passed out, sleeping in two desks. Jaden watched her, looking at the swelling mark from the needle. He ran his finger over the mark, a little bump of where it was. She moved a little, which sent the electricity in Jaden's body flying. He wondered, why did he jump when he already saw it coming? She woke up slowly, with a moan and the words,"You're amazing Jaden....."