Okay, I need to let ALL of my stress out and I'm sorry I'm doing that in a forum I have been going thru some ish and I can't cope.! No no no no no.! I'd like to know if any of you have been in my situation.? If so, how'd you break out.? Thank god there are ppl on here that I care abt or I would have been long gone with out a second look back.! The ppl I love know who they are. *cough* Ordo fam *cough* They keep me going every day and I'd like to say thankyou Sorry I wasted your time on this thread~.~