You go from jumping gates/ To jumping states/ Defying the properties of fate.../ Living feels like a mistake/ When your loved ones are fake/ Yet you give them all they can take.../ You refuse to believe/ That they deceive/ Even when it's all you receive.../ You wanna put it to your head/ And kill yourself dead/ But you chicken out instead.../ You choke and you cry/ Wanting to die/ With your reflection in your eye.../ You've never had a friend/ So you feel alone in the end/ Wanting to be gone with the wind.../ "Breathing feels like a curse"/ Are the words you rehearse/ Hoping the thoughts disperse.../ You want to end it all/ But you freeze up and stall/ With no family or support to call.../ You feel pain as you bleed/ When you only need/ To hear "I love you, don't proceed..."/ Damn... I wish I could've... Saved you.../ Hurt who played you.../ Or stopped you/ Before you slayed you.../ Praised God too/ Cause he made you.../ Now I cannot aid you/ But I lie on the ground/ And I cry too.../