Real talk... Just lost someone I've loved... Just today.... Its starting hit me...but it's really creeping in worse The memories, years spent, ect There hitting me hard And I know bad timing Horrible timing really. It was getting fun on here.. But aye that's life I guess... Anyways not gonna say much.... .. Needa catch myself while I'm falling hard now.. It's like you fall in something then end up drowning ... Some say I deserved this... I wouldn't wish this amount of pain on anyone... The hardest thing after 8 years is saying goodbye.. I'll be semi active to keep mind busy. For most part. That's all