I'm ranting. Pardon me, ignore this shit, but of somebody says something I don't take right, I swear I will fucking flip. Okay. Last thread. Yesterday. Said I was going to my dream place. My lifelong goal. Texas. 273 pics and sigs. I was so fucking excited. Packed last night, got my entertainment for the fucking plane ride I was going to take. It was going to be fun as hell. Never been on a plane. Fun fucking experience. Never been to Texas. Even more fun. Last time I was even remotely close to being this excited? I was ten. We were going to go to a local water park. Never been before. My sis and I sat on the couch in our bathing suits and tshirts and shorts vibrating with energy. And then...he fucking WENT TO SLEEP. So we didn't get to go. We cried and forgot about it later. End of that. But I should've taken notes from that. But I had forgotten it. Until now. So we get up a 6 am. Take a shower, eat, get readyto go. And then he just says no. No no no no no no. Nobody knows why. He just said no. It was a Cinderella trip in the first place. A college was paying for EVERYTHING for me to visit them -- rooming, travel, and food. I wouldn't have to pay for anything. I even had my shit in one bag so no luggage fee. Two weeks ago he said yes. My lifelong dream about to come true. I couldn't even sleep last night I was so fucking happy. I haven't been that happy in mother. Fucking. YEARS. This morning. Trip morning. He just says no. Changes his mind. Says no. Doesn't give a fucking reason. It's just no. Why do I think it is? Because I didn't answer my phone last night because it was almost dead because it hold shit charge and I was taking orders because I was volunteering. But that's no excuse, right? Therefore, I say fuck hope, fuck dreams, and fuck certain people, cuz life is bullshit.
Re: **** It All. Pardon My Anglo-Saxon The trip was to go alone in the first place. As far as I'm concerned, the key to life is fake smiling at every fucking disappointment and crying yourself to sleep. Pretending to be happy. Key. I also didn't mean to post this yet. I was trying to copy it as we were leaving the wifi area. It didn't work. So sorry. Forget it.